Figmentation Of My Wicked Mind

weeeee

2007-03-23T23:10:00.000+08:00

EXACTLY 2 YEARS HAS GONE BY,

I HAVE STOPPED BLOGGING IN THIS SITE.

PLS RELINK ME

THANKS!

2007-03-10T12:17:00.000+08:00

I'm freakin' pissed!

Fark Fark Fark...!!

I feel like hunting them down.

Shitty man!

Received some bad news after husband went back to the old house to take a look at the postbox in case there were any letters still sent there.

Our apartment's door was splashed with red colour paint and the gate was locked with a bicycle lock.Freaking shitty tailongs!!

Why am I angry??

Because it is not me or my husband that borrowed money from them and neither are we the ones yg 'jamin' anyone. Fuck sia!!!

I'm so pissed with the old owner. This is too much. If for the last 3 years they have not changed the address on their ic nor come and collect their old letters we don't mind. But we got different types of people knocking on our doors asking for them. From LTA personnels with warrant arrest for the wife to MOM personnels who said that they didn't pay the maid's levy for the last 1 year and disappeared with the maid also, to the apek and mamak from kedai grocery nearby who said he owed them like 300 dollars each.

Then we had like relatives looking for the wife cos her mum was sakit tenat in Malacca. How could they change homes without informing their own siblings? I mean for goodness sake lah you still have a mum. Think of her if not the siblings.

We already suspected that the previous owner owed some illegal moneylenders money cos late last year, we received a knock on the door at 2.30 am. Bloody 2.30 am!! We were asleep already. They spunned a tale citing that they were looking for a man named 'Ali'(the old owner name) who sold mee rebus. We told them that we knew of no such person. Then around 15 minutes later they came back asking the same question. Like wtf sia..!!!

We should have made a police report back then when they didn't change the address on the ic. Why lah were we so patient and stupid to have not reported about this to the higher authority??

I mean the thing is... they live in luxury. I came across the daughter's blogspot yesterday after I googled about them. Why the daughter? Because she was a child actress with SURIA. Won an award for the first time she acted on tv. Apparently they have a car. The parents are both working. She lacks nothing. Financially they're so well off!! Why must they go and borrow money from these bloody illegal moneylenders and to use the old address lagi??

Ni lah melayu... shut the crap up lah about using 10k of your saving to produce your daughter's album when your daughter's voice is just like that of a croaking toad. Fucking piece of shit! They no longer appear on television. The last time the child actress appeared was in Cinta Bollywood series. I'm sure you know which child actress I mean. I will not write her name here cos it will be like defaming her for the mistakes her parents did.

They were such nice people though we sensed a bit of air of arrogance which we didn't mind cos their precious daughter is a so called 'Artis cilik paling popular'. All parents must be proud when their daughter is given a title such as that. Tapi biasalah kan... melayu. Kalau da senang sikit you can't deny the arrogance they have. As if they're some kinda big shots. Fuck lah!

We're on the verge of selling our home and this happen. Sapa nak beli klau da mcm ni? I feel like calling up the reporters and telling them this story. Full story. Biar malu. I know that's the last solution I will do if this thing prevails again. Biar satu dunia tahu yang they are not the people they claim to be.

And we feel like suing them. This is causing damage to our reputation. What about the loses we have to suffer, who's gonna pay for it? What do you think I should do?

FUCK!

2007-03-07T21:09:00.000+08:00

Oppose monotony, support diversity,
oppose inhibitions, support wild passion,
oppose unanimity, support hierachy,
oppose spinach, support snails in their shells.

-Salvador Dali

Anger management

2007-03-04T01:12:00.000+08:00

I got like really angry just now cos of what mum said to me. I know I shouldn't be but I can't help it. I wish I could tell her that. I wasn't really angry at her, I was really more frustrated and angry at myself rather than at her.

I shouldn't have punched the wardrobe doors and let her hear it. And i should have responded when she called out my name. I know I should but I didn't. It's cos the anger was too overwhelming. I know it's my fault for being too quick tempered especially around her. But I can't accept what she said. I feel like I had not done my job as a wife well that she had to say those things to me.

I find it hard to fall asleep these nights. I fall asleep only at 4 or 5 in the morning. Or worse still, I can't sleep the whole night. I'm having insomnia and it's driving me crazy. Why can't she understand it? She thinks that I did not sleep at night on purpose. I tried to sleep but I couldn't. I tried to read a book, have some hot drinks or even watched television but none of these things can make me go to sleep.

Well, actually they used to have some effects when I was staying at my home. I can fall asleep even while watching tv as early as 9 pm. But here... I can't. I dunno if it's the heat or the fact that I havent made myelf comfy here yet. I know I used to come from this very abode. But when I had my own home, we had the luxury of air-conditioned rooms, water heater, comfortable bed, we had 3 different bedrooms in which one is the home office,one the bedroom and the other one a dressing room. Whereas here, all our stuff are squeezed into one tiny room.

I'm thankful that she took us in. But I don't know how to make her understand the fact that I cannot sleep each night and end up sleeping till it's late morning or late afternoon. I want to wake up early. I miss getting up early, getting things done before it's noon. Having breakfast, chit chatting the morning away and cook. I miss cooking,even husband misses my cooking. But when I tried to cook, she makes comments that are you know, arrgghhh! And makes me lose the mood to cook.

I think I flare up too easily. I don't know how to control the anger. I wished I had better control over it so that I can just stay focus and cool. I cry each time my anger gets the best out of me. The frustrations and regrets is sometimes just too much for me to handle. I know I can be better but how??

free

2007-02-26T11:12:00.000+08:00

Last Sunday, me and hubby took a bus ride which was 1 hour plus long to go here.

He asked me out cos he said I've been cooped up in the house for a looonngg time and because if tht I fell sick.

It's been a while since we last went out on any photography outing. Whilst other people go to beaches/spa to unwind and relax, we go on a hectic photography outing. I don't really mind accompanying him cos I love photography too. The only shortcoming is that we only have one camera now and both of us seem to have many ideas of shooting a photo. Sometimes the thing is not being captured appropriately by the other and that sucks.

We dropped off at the Supreme Court and walked to Funan cos I wanted to grabbed my Taco Bell's burrito which I absolutely love. Hubby had his Zinger. Both tapau-ed. Then from there we went to Peninsula Plaza to view the lenses, too bad the shops were closed. We both adored our dream camera, Leica Digilux 3, which was on display.Too bad they don't have M8 there.

After adoring and day dreaming(hehe), we made our way to Fort Canning. Snapped many pictures of the surroundings. The drizzling rain was the spoiler as we had to run for shelter. After that we experienced rain on and off so instead of making our way to the Keramat as we had planned, we made our way to the National Museum of Singapore.

After walking around the exhibitions, we made our way to Clarke Quay. By then it was already around 6 plus and the sun was setting. It was a beautiful sight. Clarke Quay had tourists all over the place and hubby wondered why out of all days, there seemed to be more tourists than any other day. You can hear different languages spoken all at one time. Snapped more pics in Clarke Quay before proceeding somewhere else. Went to Riverside Point where I told hubby I was thirsty and wanted to take a short rest before proceeding somewhere else.

Took a 10 minutes rest before we continue the journey walking along the Singapore River till we reached Outram.Wanted to make our way home but there weren't any bus stops or MRT stations nearby so we headed towards Clarke Quay Mrt Station. It was then...we heard loud sounds. My heart was pumping so fast. I knew it was the fireworks. And it was the fireworks!! We saw the fireworks but were too far away to snap any good pictures. We were walking as fast as we could but still missing it. Drats! We had missed out on the Chingay Procession cos hubby had a photoshoot. But missing out on the fireworks was like dang! It was so near yet so far. Nearly in our grasp if not for all the traffic lights! Heh.

Though there were no more fireworks,we still made our way to the tallest building in Singapore.Sat by the river and ate ice-cream.Hehehe..Took a longer rest before going to Boat Quay. Afterwhich, I was already tired and hubby was also tired. We walked across the bridge to go to Esplanade and there was the Singapore River Hong Bao and i met my 'good buddy' there. Who is she/he/it? I'll post the pictures later.

Snapped more pictures there. Then made our way back home...walked back to the Supreme Court, Funan, Peninsula before reaching City Hall Mrt Station. Got home at around 11-ish and everyone was already asleep. Hubby spend time uploading the pics, whereas I played some games on my laptop till 5 plus am. Slept and woke up onli at 11.

So...yeah...that's how I spent my weekend.

2007-02-24T22:35:00.000+08:00

The movie that i am waiting for ...coming out March 8th.

Adibah Noor voice is like so melodious...so soothing.

Click on the vid below to watch the trailer and hear the superb keroncong, Hujan by Adibah Noor.

The song is written by Yasmin Ahmad father.

Cool ay?

Simple

2007-02-24T21:39:00.000+08:00

Chak!

In no mood to blog actually about my absence.Lazy

Go watch The Pursuit Of Happyness!

I am in love with Jaden Christopher Syre Smith.Smittens...damn cute that boy and he will grow up to be a heartbreaker.

And i love the quotes from the movie

Christopher Gardner [to his son]: You got a dream, you gotta protect it. People can't do something themselves, they wanna tell you that you can't do it. You want something? Go get it. Period.

Christopher Gardner: [about the spelling mistakes in the graffiti of a building] It's not "H-A-P-P-Y-N-E-S-S" Happiness is spelled with an "I" instead of a "Y"
Christopher: Oh, okay. Is "Fuck" spelled right?
Christopher Gardner: Um, yes. "Fuck" is spelled right but you shouldn't use that word.
Christopher: Why? What's it mean?
Christopher Gardner: It's, um, an adult word used to express anger and, uh, other things. But it's an adult word. It's spelled right, but don't use it.

Christopher Gardner: Probably means there's a good chance. Possibly means we might or we might not.
Christopher: Okay.
Christopher Gardner: So, what does probably mean?
Christopher: It means we have a good chance.
Christopher Gardner: And what does possibly mean?
Christopher: I know what it means! It means we're not going to the game.

Christopher: Hey dad, you wanna hear something funny? There was a man who was drowning, and a boat came, and the man on the boat said "Do you need help?" and the man said "God will save me". Then another boat came and he tried to help him, but he said "God will save me", then he drowned and went to Heaven. Then the man told God, "God, why didn't you save me?" and God said "I sent you two boats, you dummy!"

[last lines in the movie]
Christopher Gardner: How many planets are there?
Christopher: Um... 7?
Christopher Gardner: Seven? Nine! OK, who's the king of the jungle?
Christopher: The gorilla?
Christopher Gardner: Gorilla? Nope. Lion.
Christopher: Yeah, lion, lion. You wanna hear something funny?
Christopher Gardner: OK.
Christopher: Knock knock.
Christopher Gardner: Who's there?
Christopher: Shelby.
Christopher Gardner: Shelby who?
Christopher: Shelby comin' round the mountain when she comes, Shelby comin' round the mountain when she comes!
Christopher Gardner: Hey, that's good.
Christopher: Knock knock.
Christopher Gardner: Who's there?
Christopher: Nobody.
Christopher Gardner: Nobody who?
[Christopher doesn't respond]
Christopher Gardner: Nobody who?
[Christopher still doesn't respond]
Christopher Gardner: A-ha-ha, that's a good one, I like that!

And i leave you with this...

Christopher Gardner: Maybe happiness is something that we can only pursue. And maybe we can actually never have it no matter what.

Take care all and happy weekend!

updated

2007-02-19T02:18:00.000+08:00

Ok ok...i've been absent for the last 4 days..(Raya mah..ehehe)

I've been busy watching a new drama, Kyle XY, which was recommended by Syana.They're showing it now in Msia.Heck,they're even showed Ugly Betty there. Why the hell is it coming to Singapore so late? I think we oughta have another channel just for dramas. I really think we should. And we should bar Suria. I mean like really. It's not that i don't support the local artistes. I just think most are just in the entertainment biz for the fame. I think Channel 5 produces lotsa nice shows. I'm even an avid fan of the Channel U,Channel 8 and Central dramas/documentaries. But when it comes to Suria, most of the shows are repeated over and over again. Worse still most of them are imported from the neighbouring countries. I miss the 90s whereby we have lotsa good local Malay dramas.

Bila part award shows, it's the same face nominated for the same category twice. It really shows how lack of talent Singapore is. Or maybe the real talents are out there...waiting to be discovered! I mean can you even bear to look at some of them? I know i can't. So what if you've been acting since you were like 4 if on screen you appear so kaku?? It's like saying 'I've been singing since 3 and I've been compared to Mariah Carey." when you so sound like Britney. It's like Yada Yada Yada Blah Blah Blah...bluek!

Anyways,i've been busy for the past few days.No, not getting the house ready for New Year but helping hubby to film an interview shoot. To tell you honestly, I've never actually followed him to any shoots before. But yesterday,he asked me to tag along coz he wanted some company and also cos the gal is my good friend, Sakinah and her beau,Iskandar. Location of the interview was in Km8,Sentosa. The ambience there is like so superb. The best man(Shan) and brides maid(Jacintha) were so sporting and spontaneous. Even the couple themselves were very, very good in vocally expressing themselves. The best couple so far for an interview shoot, according to hubby. Usually other couples would have to be prompted to talk or worse still , they can't talk when we are watching them. Heh.

So started filming at around 7 plus pm, wrapped it all up at 10 plus pm. Headed to Lau Pa Sat for our supper before heading home at around close to 12. We missed the fireworks at Marina by just a mere 2 minutes. And can you imagine 6 people squeezed into a small car? Like there was my hubby in the front sear and Sakinah's fiance,Iskandar, was driving. Me, Sakinah, Shan and Jacintha had to squeezed in the back. Jac, being the lightest one had to sit on one of mine and Sakinah's lap. And what bad luck, the road was like crawling with Traffic Police. Each time we see a TP, the guys up front would be like "Jac...TP,TP on the left/right.Get Down!" So the hectic and kelakar. We had a great time,you know just laughing and telling jokes and being silly. Jac being the lamest of us all kept getting 'kutuk' by Iskandar and Shan. But it's all in the name of good fun.

Anyways,yesterday we reached home like at 12 plus and took a rest and bathe and chatted till like 2 am before I was feeling sleepy. Went to sleep while hubby stayed up, using the pc till like 4 am.

And here i am at 2.55 am and not asleep yet. Well, was gonna sleep already but decided to post up an entry. Hehe.

So.. Gong Xi Fa Cai..Xin Nian Kuai Ler..

Ntah betol ke tak hanyu pinyin ni..asal bleh type je!

Happy long weekend!

booh

2007-02-15T20:56:00.000+08:00

I am super tired today.

I feel that the weather is so hot nowadays.

Being so used to air con, the heat is getting quite bothersome.

Anyways... met Syana for the first time after knowing her like a year or so.And can u imagine...hubby kenal dia da bertahun tapi baru ni jumpa.Passed the PB 2 CD to her before proceeding to our old house to check the mail.

Went up to our house and tried to switch on the lights and water forgetting that we've had the services terminated after we've shifted.Heh.Macam sedih pun ada..tapi it is time to move on.

LoL...

Took bus service 913 to the Woodlands Town Garden to snap some pictures.But due to the bad weather we had to cut the trip short.Walked back home cos the distance between mum's place and the Woodlands Town Garden is like just a few minutes walk.Halfway through,we were caught in the slight drizzle. I grumbled cause I asked hubby to bring along an umbrella when we go out which he had refused.

After reaching home,we took a short rest before hubby asked me to posed for him as he is practicising his camera shots.So can imaginelah me with ntah pape punya pose. Couldnt even keep a straight face cos mum was like laughing at me all the way. Hehehehe...

How to cure this heat wave eh?

Thinking of getting a portable air con but it's kinda expensive.Yg window unit or the single unit cost cheaper but.... Which is better?

Dang...can't stand the heat.Taking a bath to cool down.

Cheers!!!

howdy neighbour

2007-02-13T23:18:00.000+08:00

Have any of you had annoying neighbours? Neighbours who are stuck up, arrogant? Those who don't say hello nor smile at you when you passed each other by. Or those who are too kepo-chis?

Well...let me tell you about this one neighbour I have.

They moved in around year 2000 in the apartment opposite to ours. The moment they moved in, they held a certain animosity against my family. I don't know what we did wrong. Whenever we passed them at the staircase landing or while hanging out at the corridor we would smile at them. But never once did they smile back. Instead they would be like 'menjeling' or look the other way. Heck...i can understand why some people don't wanna open their mouth to chat or talk cos I sometimes feel that way. But i can't understand why they find it such a hard time just smiling back?Bukannya like you will lose a thousand dollars if you smile at us.

Then they love to karaoke and would usually on their radio LOUD enuff that sometimes my house would be shaking with all the bass. But when me and my brother listen to songs on our radio out loud, they made a fuss out of it. Which means they can do whatever they like but we can't? Heck!!

Sometimes when they watch tv, it would be the same. Till like we had to close our door to hear our own tv's volume. Since then whenever they see mum hanging the clothes in the corridor, they would mumbled some stupid things. Mum even said that berpuluh tahun kita duduk sini takde orang carik gaduh or tak bertegur sapa sampai mcm ni.And they just moved in and act like big shots!

But the thing is they don't dare breath a word when it is me hanging the clothes. In fact ever since me and hubby moved to mak's place, the volume of their radio and tv has gone down. Wanna know why? Cos we fixed up 2 large speakers to the radio in the living room. They think their radio is loud? Of course lah. The two rebels have not been here. When they heard ours, their radio went silent for the past few weeks. Haha..

When i hang the clothes, I would sing songs out loud in my croaky voice that would sindir them. So what? I told my mum it's time we fight fire with fire. Heh. My mum kept telling me how fed up she is with their antics. They would close the door when they see my mum. Apa ntah salah my mum?

They accused her once. They said that... my mum jadikan rumah ni jadi rumah pembawakan fitnah. Eh eh..da melampau seh.. Like my mum say,she got better things to do then talk about other people. And i know that my mum usually has the door and windows shut early in the morning after dad has gone to work cos she don't want the tongue waggers to drop by. But sometimes how to avoid them? They don't have a particular timing in which we would know that they would drop by here. Sometimes they saw my mum hanging the clothes in the kitchen windows so cannot avoid lah. Not as if my mum invite them to come over or what... Kalau orang da nak datang, takkan kita nak halau. Cos sometimes they bring breakfast for my mum knowing that she has athritis and couldn't walk to the shop.Rezeki jangan ditolak,musuh jangan dicari.

Apa punya neighbours ni? I can't understand some malays...bila da kaya sikit mulalah rasa sombong,bongkak dan menunjuk. Ingat sikit lah kalau besok2 sakit yang datang dulu is jiran2,bukan sedara mara. Sedara mara semua tinggal jauh2...

Ntahlah susah nak cakap tentang bangsa sendiri nanti besok2 ada yang tersinggung. Tapi sendiri mau ingat lah. Duk bergaduh pun dengan bangsa sendiri. Ada geng gengster konon tapi labelkan diri pakai nama samaran orang asing. Dah tu bergaduh sesama melayu. Tak ke bodoh tu? Nak step jadi pahlawan tapi ber'angkong' sana sini. Tu dah salah dari segi ugama .

I'm not trying to say I'm good lah. I try my best to chat with neighbours,just to ask how's their day been. If not i would usually smile. Senyum kan sedekah..

So smile always to your neighbours k

dixie.

2007-02-12T20:58:00.000+08:00

Yippie...after years of being in the American music industry the Dixie Chicks finally got the recognition they deserved.

I've been a fan of them since late 90s.I LOVE the musicvideo that's on my site now,Goodbye Earl from their 1999 album, Fly.I fell deeper in love with their 2006 album,Taking The Long Way...especially the song Not Ready To Make Nice.The 5 Awards they won at the Grammy is well deserved by them.

I think it was brave of them to speak up against Bush.Afterall i think America is where they practice freedom of speech.Despite the criticism they received,they still pursued on.

That is something I take my hats off to these 3 women..Natalie Maines,Emily Robison and Martie Maguire.Dixie Chicks Rule!

Not Ready To Make Nice
----------------------------
Forgive, sounds good.
Forget, I'm not sure I could.
They say time heals everything,
But I'm still waiting

I'm through, with doubt,
There's nothing left for me to figure out,
I've paid a price, and i'll keep paying

Chorus:
I'm not ready to make nice,
I'm not ready to back down,
I'm still mad as hell
And I don't have time
To go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is
You think I should

I know you said
Why can't you just get over it,
It turned my whole world around
and i kind of like it

I made by bed, and I sleep like a baby,
With no regrets and I don't mind saying,
It's a sad sad story
That a mother will teach her daughter
that she ought to hate a perfect stranger.
And how in the world
Can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they'd write me a letter
Saying that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over

Repeat Chorus

Forgive, sounds good.
Forget, I'm not sure I could.
They say time heals everything,
But I'm still waiting

Enjoy People!!

death

2007-02-10T21:17:00.000+08:00

My uncle (mamat's father) shifted to Msia today. My mum was crying silently. Well so was I. Ntah lah...macam sedih aje gitu. I had a heart to heart talk with mum. Turns out she had wanted to looked after Mamat the way my uncle and his late wife had looked after me and my brother when we were little.

Nampaknya hajat mak tak kesampaian. But i'm glad to know that he is learning bahasa Arab there. Learning all the necessary things a muslim should be learning. I heard he's even praying now. Alhamdulilah... But me and mum had hoped that Mamat would follow his dad here yesterday so that he can spend one last night together with us before they finally migrate to Msia.But...turns out Mamat wasn't home from skool when my uncle and his new wife left for SG.

I'm so dead beat after helping them.

And im so sticky...and sweaty.Taking a rest first before I take a bath.

And hungry cos I only had breakfast today.

Anna Nicole Smith passed away on Feb 8th,2007.Terkejut saya...cos her son just passed away like late last year and she had just given birth to a baby girl.

K lah...gotta go.Wanna take a bath and eat my dinner and take a rest.

Toodles!!

2007-02-08T16:31:00.000+08:00

I received the most unexpected call today.

Usually i have to call her...and so far the calls have gone unaswered or the line is busy.

2 months have come and go since she promised me to pay me back.

She is so well off each month...and yet she has never once wanted to pay me back.

Kejap janji 22 haribulan dua belas,kejap 28 haribulan satu...both dates have gone by just like that..without any calls from her nor my calls answered.

If it's my money i don't care..but it's hubby's money.

And like mak say..."kalau tak buat camni sampai bila pun dia tak kasi balik duit tu."

Wanna know what happened.

A cousin whom I'm not close to borrowed some money from me in mid December, promising to pay me back 2 weeks later.But it has come and gone just like that.My lil brother was at my home when she borrowed money from me.So he went on home and told my mum out of anger when one of the tongue waggers(who is the cousin's mum in law and mum's elder sister) came here and pukul canang about her cucu2 yg konon 'baik-baik' belaka...

I was questioned a few weeks ago...when i called her up to say i'm shifting to M'sia.She asked me abt the cousin borrowing money and the amount.And as usual she nags at me for being too kind hearted and too trusting.She said this cousin has been going around borrowing money from another person and end up not paying that person back too.

I told her that the cousin told me that she gonna pay me back on the 28th of last month.But the day passed just like that.And all my calls went unanswered.So out of feeling fed up with the cousin antics,my mum told her mum in law, who in return told her sis in law, who in return called up the cousin's elder sister.Berjela2 panjang cite dia..

So now that cousin said when her son gives her $$ this Monday,she'll pay me.

What I just did ... is it good or bad ekh?

I warned mum not to spill the beans on the cousin to her mum in law because I don't want her hubby to know and then it would cause an argument between them.I told her she better not say aniting cos it wud porak perandakan rumahtangga orang.

But I should have known better that my mum just can't keep any secrets from her sister.Darn!

So how now???

On one hand i feel glad that she gonna pay me back..but on the other hand...macam kesian pulak.

Cos I 've been thinking...maybe she cudn't pay me cos she have some kinda problem.But all i want is just a phone call from her to say so.The reason i 've been calling her is to know if she can pay me or not.If she say "can i pay u when i have the money?" or "can i pay you bit by bit?",i'm okay with it.Dont promise me that she can pay but in the end keep quiet.I hate that...One word from her and i get her message clear.

What my mum did-is it right or wrong??

Haiz....

2007-02-08T14:58:00.000+08:00

Does anyone know the song on the film, Tiada Esok Bagi Mu?

Mum said it's sung by Uji Rashid...

But i recognise Uji Rashid's voice and i dun think it's her.

Hubby said it could be Noor Kumalasari...

So it cud be either one..

Does anyone knows?

Help help!!

The song like syiok lah..terdengar during the tv programe Rentak Karya on TV1.

weep

2007-02-07T22:41:00.000+08:00

Something happened today that made me teary eyed.

Hubby got the deposit we've been waiting for the last few days for.

The first thing he did was hand me a small amount of money to give to my mum.That touches my heart cos we seldom(read:rarely) get to give her pocket money each month.

And he gave me another small amount to give my dad.Small amount to start with but these are things we've never done before.

Hubby's paying the Conservancy charges and the electrical bill as we promised.

I felt kinda bad these few days for letting mum cook the food we eat so tomorrow I'm gonna cook.

I think hubby would be very happy about that.

It's gon be black pepper chicken and sayur chap chye tomorrow.

Yummy!

Can't wait for tomorrow to come.

I wanna go watch tv now.

We'll see what the tongue waggers will say now.

Supposedly hubby is not working ay?Then all these money must fall from the sky...

heh.

uurrgghh

2007-02-07T17:34:00.000+08:00

I hate it when other people tries to influence my mum's thinking.

Everything was okay right up till the day the tongue wagger(s) came.

Fuck...just because hubby stays at home all day long means he's not working.

Seriously,I'm damn fed up with this.Does working means you have to go out and work in an office from 9 to 5?

Mata dorang merah ke pe tengok kita duduk rumah aje?

Like freaking toads sak...hubby does his editing at home and only goes out when he has a project or to meet up with clients.Is it cos my hubby rarely goes out that makes this an issue of whether what he's doing is gonna guarantee money each month?

Hello...I survived on that money each and every month lah.Stupid dumbasses!

And they have the cheek to compare the kinda work hubby does and the work my dad does.Of course lah,my dad is an uneducated old man.So obviously he doesn't have the abilities like hubby does.He doesn't even know how to read for goodness sake apatah lagi to use a pc to do editing.

I'm not looking down on my parents,it's a fact that the tongue waggers should take to hand.Tapi apa nak buat kan...these tongue waggers themselves are illiterate people.And being the typical old malay...they're so close minded.I don't want my parents to be like that.Close minded and asik nak duk menangok kat takuk lama je.

And it bothers me so much cos before they came mum didn't say anything about us working or whatever lah.And now...almost everyday if she sees me,she'll nag.Mana boleh tahan macam ni?Right now i rarely go out of my room.I go out only to help her with certain stuff like cooking or cleaning the house.After that i go back to my room and stay there till it's mealtime.I agreed to stay here cos thinking of it long range,I'd be able to help my parents lessen the burden by paying the bills and stuff.Tapi kalau macam ni...how to stay peaceful?Ada je orang nak mengacau dan iri hati tengok kita senang sikit.

I told my mum if this persists...i will go on with my initial plan to migrate.Whatever the consequences are that is for us to decide later.At least we'll be further away from these tongue waggers and penyiksaan hati dan telinga.

I've been having sleepless nights for the last few days.The feeling of utter regret and remorse sets in.Mcm menyesal pulak duduk sini.

It's like lari dari mulut buaya masuk mulut naga.

Freaking stupid dumbass toads!!

Singapore Did iT!!

2007-02-04T21:59:00.000+08:00

Yippie!!

Singapore did it!!!

Khairul Amri is the hero!!

Splendid game it is....though it was very tense throughout the whole game.

My whole family was watching it...it was like a rare get together for our family.

My dad with his continuos spewing of angry words.

My mum who was laughing all the way, even citing that Singapore will lose.

Me and my brother both having no doubts in the Singapore team but were slowly losing any hopes of Singapore winning after Thailand was leading till the last minute score by Khairul Amri.

We were estatic...

I still think the Thais are too complaining...esp that guy with the jersey number 7.Bluek!!

I hate him to the core...he is one bad player.

Anyways..congrats to Alam Shah for the MVP and Golden Boot awards.

GO TEAM SINGAPORE!!!!

We are proud of you!!!

I'll sleep tonight a happy fan.

prisonbreak

2007-02-03T23:11:00.000+08:00

My attention is now half glued to the laptop and half glued to the tv screen.

Watching...Prisonbreak Season 2!!

Now watching Episode 3.

Wahahaha...more intense and more happening.It kept me on the edge of my feet.

More people are dead in Season 2.

Including....shud i tell?

Nah....i'll let those who hasn't watch the series be on their feet.

And Syana...

I get to watch Wahid first in Season 2.So we're even okay?

U get him on Monday,Tuesday and Wednesday nites....while Thursday,Friday and Saturday nites he will be at my place.Sunday is his day off to play golf.

Fair enuff??

Muahahahahahahahahahahhaa...

Syana and Kat...dream on lah..!!Be happy with Anarkia Scofield and Napi Hulk Scofield.

LoL!!!

shifted

2007-02-01T18:21:00.000+08:00

I've finally shifted to mum's place on Tuesday.

Actually,we started moving on Monday but due to getting someone to rent the lorry out late we only started to move out in the evening.

Seeing that hubby and everyone who helped us (i.e Abg Syam,my brother and his buddy Fad) were all tired out, we decided to call it a night and continue the next morning.

Despite our urgency and pleads to some friends asking them to rent the lorry for us, they ignored us completely and one person even PROMISED us the night before to help us to rent the lorry but completely mungkir janji at the very last minute i.e early the next morning.

So we were desperate and were at our wits end.Hubby kept calling everyone he knew who has driving license that is over a year but alas everyone was working or busy.I thank God cos at our darkest moment, someone we were not even close to agreed to rent the lorry out for hubby. Thanks a lot Encik Majeed!

Sometimes I wonder...kenapa bila kita senang ramai himpit,bila kita susah semua buat bodoh. And now one of the people who refused and kept mum when we asked for help is asking for help from hubby.Is it fair that hubby should help him when he ignored us?All these while it's been the same thing over and over again.It's always us helping them.They don't even bother about us.Kalau mengutuk kita memang dorang number satu.We are not as lavish as them.Hidup kita sederhana.Thus when they asked us out,we try to give some reasons to refuse nicely.Tupun kena kutuk...There was once where at our lowest point in life,we only had 50 cents in our pocket and they asked hubby to hang out with them and hubby refused.They insisted and persisted till hubby said that he only got 50 cents with him now.Some people would offer a ride or say "takpelah aku blanja" or "takpelah kita blanja"...but them??They laughed at hubby.Hubby kept being patient all these while.So is it wrong of hubby to ignore them now?

The friends who grew up with hubby can do this to him...When they moved house,hubby helped them to paint the house etc2...but when it's our turn,smue main buat dek aje.I'm not saying we expect our favours to be returned or dibalas lah...tapi SMI(sendiri mau ingat) lah.

When one of his 4 other buddies got married last year in June , hubby took his wedding video for him.2 whole days of penat lelah,of rushing here and there cos ingatkan kawan..He promised hubby that he would pay hubby and treat him out for makan one day.But when the actual day happened,he treated the rest to makan but he didn't inform us.Sampai hati dia buat macam tu kan...Dah tu duit penat lelah,titik peluh hubby satu sen pun takde dia kasi.Hubby charges 300 for 2 days video service...tapi kawan any amount will do lah.Ni jangan kata 10 dollar..10 sen pun takde!

So is it wrong of hubby and me to ignore them now??

We don't owe them anything..In fact they owe us lotsa things.Kalau nak ungkit balik,panjang list lah...

We kept quiet cos we thought that kawan punya pasal.Tadi he messaged hubby and ask this -: "Mana kau?Kau hidup lagi ke?Berhari2 aku carik."

Hidup lagi ekh?Hoping that we died oredi ke?

So what if da berkawan for God knows over 20 years..tapi smuer perangai macam siak.Lebih baik berkawan dengan binatang yang tahu erti persahabatan.Ni baru mintak tolong sikit aje...belum lagi kita terlantar atas katil tak boleh bergerak.Agaknya kalau kita tak boleh bergerak terus tak dipandang.

Hubby won't answer any of their calls nor sms.

I think it's time we move on.We don't owe our life to them.

There's actually lots more to say but...i'll spare it for another entry.

Toodles!!

hooray

2007-01-31T22:10:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!!!!

2-1!!

Alhamdulilah...

Heheheheeee...

Good game players!

2007-01-31T21:58:00.000+08:00

YEAH!!

2-1!!!

2 2 2 2 2 2 2 2!!!!!!

2007-01-31T21:47:00.000+08:00

What a controversy...

Refusing to go back on field??

Hello??

No guts or no 'buah'??

Fcuk!!

Fans are also going out of control..

Just get the hell back on the field and play on...

What y'all waiting for??

Christmas is it??

Where is the sportsmanship??

Alam Shah fell in the penalty box...just go ahead lah!

Just go ahead with it lah!!

Jeeezzzzz!!!

Takde cara sak!

Yippie

2007-01-27T22:59:00.000+08:00

I've always been an ardent fan of football... growing up with a brother and closer to my male cousins than the females. I also spent my childhood climbing trees, going into the monsoon drains to catch little fishes, going into thick bushes to look for spiders, breaking into the nearby school to play football in the basketball court.

I grew up watching the S League.Right up till the person i was 'involved' with, no longer played for the team i supported. Like duh... Woodlands Wellington lah... apa lagi. So right from that year..i think it was in 2000 up til now I've never watch any local football. And the local football scene then was filled with notorious footballers-well the footballer(s) who most of them are married now.

So today... i decided to watched the Singapore vs Malaysia match. I think after all these years the fan in me never died. Watching someone whom i used to know and hated -Indra(whom i used to call Abg Indra) being the Singapore captain sorta brings back the memories. Memories of being in the stadium watching the matches-home and away.Being scolded by mum for coming home late each time after every football match. Being bugged by a close friend to call and talk to Indra cos she sorta adores him. In fact to numerous footballers cos she was interested in them but to them she wasn't married to. In fact she is still not married. So those whom she was interested in became friends with me indirectly. Ok irrelevant fact.

So today watching the match on TV, i screamed and hurled abuse and said stupid stuff whenever a Lion fell, when Lionel Lewis went the wrong way 4 times for the penalty kick... words like

"Keroh ke mata dekni...",

"I make a better goalkeeper",

"Jersey Msia reflects lah dgn grass that y Lionel tak nampak",

"Bodoh punya keeper..stupid dumbass!"

...and lots more. Hahaha... and i jump for joy when he managed to save the last penalty kick from Msia.

Congratulation Lions..you are indeed the dominant one. Let's see you roar in the finals.

Congrats to Ridhuan for scoring the equalizer against Malaysia.

Congrats Lionel for being such a good keeper.

Congrats to the 5 players who took the penalty kicks.

Congrats Malaysia for having been a good sport and one hell of a fierce competitor right to the end.

I'm so proud of the Lions!

all abt moi

2007-01-26T12:08:00.000+08:00

You Are 8% Spoiled

You are definitely not spoiled. You've worked hard for what you have.
Down to earth and grounded, you don't need a lot to make you happy.

Are You Spoiled?

You Are 69% Thankful

You are a very thankful person - for both the big and little things in life.
Your optimism is powerful. Getting through hard times is fairly easy for you.

How Thankful Are You?

You've Changed 40% in 10 Years

Ah, the past! You may not remember it well - because you're still living in it.
While you've changed some, you may want to update your wardrobe, music collection and circle of friends.

How Much Have You Changed in 10 Years?

What Your Bathroom Habits Say About You

You are very independent and self-centered. You don't solve other people's problems - and you don't expect them to solve yours.

You spend a lot on clothes, and you tend to be a very dresser. However, it's hard for you to throw away trendy clothes when they go out of style.

You have the perfect blend of confidence and class. You're proud of who you are - but you don't broadcast it.

In relationships, you are practical and realistic. You have a romantic side, but you only let it out when it's appropriate.

What Do Your Bathroom Habits Say About You?

You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.

Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.

At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

What Temperment Are You?

You Are 30% Extrovert, 70% Introvert

You are quite reserved
You aren't afraid of social situations...
But you very much prefer to go it alone
And why not? You're your own best friend!

Are You An Extrovert or An Introvert?

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget.

You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities.

You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself.

Your near future is all about change, but in very small steps. The end of the journey looks far, but it's much closer than you realize.

For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

Your Mexican Name Is...

Doña Guliana

What's Your Mexican Name?

Your Japanese Name Is...

Yoshino Rokujochigusa

What's your Japanese Name?

Your Italian Name Is...

Zita Greco

What's Your Italian Name?

Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC

"Back in black, I hit the sack,
I've been too long, I'm glad to be back"

Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos.
But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last!

What's Your Theme Song?

Your Russian Name Is...

Katyuska Margosha Kuznetsov

What's Your Russian Name?

finally

2007-01-25T23:58:00.000+08:00

Finally i'm getting my room painted in the color i like.

SEXY PINK!!

I mean ever since i was a young gal i had wanted a pink colored room,but mum always say it's not nice or apa2 lah...

So now hubby chooses the color for our room at mak's place.

SEXY PINK!!

I asked my brother if he mind that his 'room' is painted a vibrant pink and he said no.

So whooppeee i have a pink bedroom!

People have started the tongue waggings ever since they saw me at mak's place for the last few days...but i shan't let that get in the way.Ni baru tongue wagging kecik2...wait till a few days more..the actual tongue wagging will take place once the major tongue waggers come over to mak's place over the weekend.

That's one of the reasons why i didnt wanna stay at mum's place.

because of all these tongue waggers and it bothers me cos they are relatives.

urrgghhh..i dunno how long i can stand staying there...

it's not being ungrateful but...i dun want my life to be bothered by all these pesky pests..they bring nuthing but trouble to every family.every family they have dropped by end up fighting or they have doubts in each other.

me and my family are still trying to re-build our lives.

can they not come and feed on our wounds???

happY thurSday ppL...one more day to the weekend!

hehe

2007-01-23T02:47:00.000+08:00

i can't make the tears stop.

i feel ashamed that at this age i am still bothering my parents with my problems.

the tears fall each time i think of the wonderful persons they are deep inside.

they actually cared.

despite however i've misbehaved.

despite how much i told him off.

despite how many times i told him that i hate him.

he still cares.

that makes the tears fall even more.

his exact words- "duduk ajelah sini,kalau bapak mati pn bukan bapak boleh bawak rumah.rumah ni mmg untuk anak2 duduk."

i have been holding back my tears since.

now i cant hold it back anymore.

parents are good

2007-01-23T02:33:00.000+08:00

It's really nice to have parents who are willing to go through thick and thin with you.

And it's nice to know the sacrifices they are willing to take for you.

It is especially heart warming when your mum took time to think of solutions to your problems together with you.

It is incredibly kind of your brother to agree to give up his bedroom just for you.

It is extremely heart tugging hearing the dad you hated for half of your life calling you up and talking nicely to you.

It was unusual of him to sit down and talk with mum even when they have never sat down together before to discuss about your problem.

It is totally weird to know that he still cares for you.

Sometimes children makes their parents do things they've never done before.

The exquisite silence of family love.

Unspoken.Unwritten.Unexpressed.

But always there.Always and Forever.

I love you my family!

beback

2007-01-22T10:02:00.000+08:00

Will update soon enough.

Meanwhile...sorry for my absence.

I'LL BE BACK!

(quoted from Arnold SusahNakEja's Terminator)

SI

2007-01-18T22:26:00.000+08:00

Did you watch American Idol just now?

Gosh... some of the contestants made me feel so embarassed that i switched channels. Really sia.
It's like no sense of fashion or they dress weird. If not they will dance silly moves or attempt a 'brave' move with their vocal range. Like eeerrr... i shivered hearing some of them singing.

I mean for real lah.. if you don't got it don't blame it on other stuffs. Stuffs like sore throat, my throat is dry, etc2. And Simon is being bluntly truthful. I hate him but sometimes what he says is true. He is obnoxious at times and sometimes I feel sorry for some of the contestants. He keeps the contestants feet firmly on the ground.

Anyways... am watching Prison Break now. Though i know the ending for this season, i still am keen on watching the show.

13 more days till end of the month.

Toodles Noodles!!

yoyo

2007-01-18T11:51:00.000+08:00

We went to Jurong Swimming Complex yester and it was fab !

Now my body has 2 skin tones. One chocolate and the other mocha. Haha!

And my whole body aches. Well not whole body lah, just my biceps, triceps and my thighs.

But it was super duper fun lah. Well not as fun as Fantasy Island was or Wild Wild Wet but definitely one of the cheaper swimming complex that has other types of pools beside the children, medium and adult pool. I think should do this again some time.

I'm hungry now. Hub's went out to take some stuff. So maybe hopefully later he tapau-ed some food for moi.

Too bad my camera went kapoot on me, if not i would have posted up some pics. heh.

Spot any difference in this entry??

Kathy Outz!

no rain

2007-01-17T00:49:00.000+08:00

Please...please....pleaseeeeeee

DON'T LET IT RAIN LATER!

Puhhhh-lleeeeessssshhhhhhhh....

Jgn hujan nari.

Plans made to go swimming oredi.

Argghhh..spoiler man kalau hujan!

prelude

2007-01-15T09:52:00.000+08:00

Over the years,i've been keeping this to myself.Though as much as everyone think i come from a happy family background,i used to just not anymore..Let me tell you about my parents.Brother excluded in this entry.LoL

My mum is called Jariyah.She is now 56 years and 8 months old.She was born in Johore in 1950.She is of pure Bugis lineage but over the years she becomes more melayu asli than Bugis.My mum is a soft-hearted lady who cried easily upon hearing news about other death or simply anything that touches her heart.My mum has a fiesty attitude towards life.She is the only person i know who is not afraid of my father or any other people.My mum became a full time housewife in late 2003 after 10 years of working.She has been diagnosed osteoporosis with which makes her legs(at the knees) slightly bent out and walking a pain.She spends most of her time at home nowadays watching tv and doing houseworks.

My mum hates people who shows their love in public.She's okay with holding hands.But other than that she disapproves and she can tegur out loud in public.It sometimes makes me feel paisey cos people might think that my mum is a kepo-chi.But i guess she means well.My mum fell into a hole while she was fetching us back from school on a rainy day in 1993.Because of that,she had to go for an op on her left ankle which was fractured from the fall.And because of that incident,i feel indebted to her.My mum has never beaten my brother up but she has beat me only ONCE my entire life.And that was because i talk back to her.My mum and us(me n bro) talk in a way that most people don't.My mum uses old malay words which i sometimes dunno like 'mike'(pronounced mi-ker).We talk to my mum in private using terms like aku or engkau.Sumtimes in front of others we use proper terms like orang and mak.When people ask me who my hero in life is,i would say my mum.Cos she has gone through so much and still remain strong despite what people say.

My dad's name is Wan Nordin.He is now 58 years and 6 months old.He was born in Singapore in 1948.He is of Malay and Arab lineage.Reason he is not named Sheikh or Syed is because my great-granpa married a Kelantanese woman.My dad is a stubborn and temperamental person.He always thinks of himself before others.His mood changes like the weather.In 2003 when he got his CPF,he married a lady from Batam behind my mum's back and his CPF went to that woman.As i was the closest to him,I managed to persuade him to give my mum 3k and put 10k into a fixed deposit account with both his and my name together.

The one thing i respect my dad about is he never laid a finger on my mum.No matter how angry he was.He has beaten us up when we did something wrong.But he has never laid a finger on my mum even when he was angry at her.He would simply punch the wall or go out for awhile.My dad to me is the bestest dad anyone could ever get.He wasn't like this before.He wasn't temperamental.But some 'kepo-chis' people made him turn to this 'monster'.He was very,very nice when we were little.He would bring us jalan2,buy clothes for us and ensured that the family had enough to eat.We can joke around with him.He was very funny.The thing that made my other cousins scared of my dad is he has a fierce face.He rarely smiles to other people.He is a strict father who emphasize on religious studies aka mengaji.He has chased me and my brother around the block cos we didn't want to go for ngaji.I sometimes wished that things would go back to the way it was when we were little.But all i have are photographs and memories of the happy family we used to be.

My parents got to know each other outside.My mum was having a steady bf at that time while my dad was a carefree man who had lotsa freedom to date girls.They met for a date but my mum loved another at that time and my dad loved her.So he asked for someone to match make them together.In year 1980,my dad sent representatives over to masuk meminang my mum though my mum didnt loved him.They got married a short while after and my mum old bf came to see her on her wedding day.He sent a letter to her and requested my dad's permission to meet my mum the next day.The rest is history.My mum has deep sentiments for the song Rindu Bayangan which was sung by Jay Jay.In 1982,i was born.And 2 years after that,my brother was born.After that my mum said no more children!So they onli had 2 children- me and brother.

We used to have so much love.Now all we do is fight.

It's hard when the happy castle you built is intruded by other people.The happy family that we used to be is now gone.What's left is just the bitterness,hatred and a lil bit of love that lingers around.

duit duit...

2007-01-14T09:08:00.000+08:00

"Duit duit dimana kau duit...."

The world revolves around money.It would be so fake to say you don't need money to get by each day.You need money to eat,you need money to watch tv,you need money to get from one place to another.You get what i'm trying to say.

Yesterday marks my 25th birthday.But instead of being happy,someone is making me feel very upset.And no...that someone ain't hubby.This person is my own cousin-my abg sedara's wifey to be exact.

Kenapa eh manusia baru tengok kita nak senang sikit come to us to borrow money?Padahal they have got other people whom they can borrow money from.And to even begin with,we weren't that close also.

Just because my hubby does video editing means we are rich??Shittypoop lah...we make enough for us to get by each month.With all the bills to be paid,the home loan and etc2 don't they get it?

It all started after she saw my hubby recording her anak sedara's wedding video.They were so sarcastic to him and have the cheek to ask him if he was working for the other guy.Never has it actually terlintas kat kepala otak dorang yang he's doing this alone or whether he can do this.Yes,most of the time he's with that other guy.But onli when they are no videoman available for a certain project of his or if the couple wants a dual angle shots.DUH!

Why is it hard to make people believe that he is good in all this?Why must people look down on us?Bila senang,batang hidung pun tak nampak.Bila susah baru carik kita.

She already borrowed money from me last month and belum terbayar lagi.Janji tinggal janji aje.Janji nak bayar last month on the 22nd.A few days ago she said she will make the payments by this month's 28th.I'm not really confident she can pay me back.Hubby said "kalau da pinjamkan orang duit just anggap da burn lah"

The thing is...why US?Baru ingat nak bernafas sikit...da macam2 orang datang to borrow money.I'm not saying i'm stingy or we shouldn't help but the amount they ask is sometimes too ridiculous.Like my cousin,she asked for 200 bucks to borrow the other time.I was saving up to buy mum in law presents n cake for her bday.Da terpaksa scrap duit sikit kasi pinjam orang.

And i'm not saying that i'm expecting something in return.I just want them to treat us like humans,jgn lah pandang rendah sangat and jgn lah terlalu ego till you hurt other people's feelings.Their family has done so many things to hurt my family,directly and indirectly.They make up stories,tell lies about us and are so sarcastic.I have so many reasons to not borrow them money,absolutely.Kalau ikutkan hati memang tak nak kasi pinjam.Tapi i can't bear to see people in distress.My mum doesn't even know about me loaning other people money.If she does,she would say "why are u so stupid and so damn pemurah hati to borrow her money?"

The thing is i promised my cousin's wifey that i won't tell my mum.She knows if i tell my mum,her mum in law would get to know about it in a matter of seconds.My mum is a "penyampai berita live" u know.And i'm not like their kind who promise something and mean another.I know how hard it is to hidup susah.I know how hard it is to have mother in law yang banyak pantang larang.And i know how hard it is to have someone breathing down your neck watching your every move.I know thus i adhere.

Kadang-kadang i feel moving here is a bad thing.Yelah the fact we didnt get a house to near my mum's place is because of the sedara mara yang tinggal keliling that area.When i first moved here and know about the existance of sedara mara yang tinggal dekat2 sini, i knew deep in my heart that one day mesti they will find me for something.And like my predictions were true 3 years ago,it happened this year.

You may ask kenapa dekni tak nak tinggal dekat2 sedara?The thing is my sedara(s) are busybodies who think they're so great that they have every right to bring you down each and every single time.They're not only busybodies tapi are also very damn bad liars and storymakers.I think they should write a book or produce their own talkshow and talk about who has the most money,most jewellery and sapa cerai dgn sapa etc2.

I've never liked them since dulu2.Cos they are backstabbers.I know cos i've seen n heard it with my own two eyes and ears.They went to my mum's place and cakap this "nak pergi rumah aim(mamat's dad) nak marah si lijah." (i got to know abt this later on cos my mum told me.i was already at mamat's home when they came over)But the fact is when they reached over at my uncle's house,they talked about my mum,about my dad's infidelity,abt my parent's behaviour and even have the cheek to say this "Cerai kan aje bapak kau tu sudah." in front of me.Kalau tu bukan rumah orang,memang da kena halau dah.

I halau-ed them a few times away from my house,slammed the door in front of their faces when they came over to bitch around or persuade my mum to divorce my dad.I've been called kurang ajar many times.I've even shouted,screamed,hurl abuse at them because of this.I told them "Aku kurang ajar bukan baru sekarang.Dan jangan kata mak aku tak pandai didik anak sebab tu anak kurang ajar.Korang da melampau!"

So you can see for yourself why i bloody hate them so much.Benci benci pun tapi tetap tolong.Ntah lah..call me stupid or whatlah,i cant bear to see them down and out even though they're the people i hate the most.I believe retributions will come for them and i'm not supposed to be the one doing it.I leave it in God's hands.

Da macam drama swasta tak?

ehehehehe...

Tata peeps nak siap2 gi rumah mum in law..mum in law masak laksa nari!

Yippie!!

Tata loves.

How Sex Starts

2007-01-12T18:02:00.000+08:00

..a smile leads to a laugh

...a laugh leads to a high 5

...a high 5 leads to a hug

...a hug leads to a kiss

...a kiss leads 2 makeout

...a makeout leads 2 finger

...a finger leads to a hand

...a hand leads to a lick

...a lick leads to a suck

...a suck leads 2 a .........

...u add the bed

...subtract the clothes

...divide the legs

...leave your solution

...and pray you dont multiply!(not when ur not married!)

Snakes

2007-01-12T15:35:00.000+08:00

What's your favorite animal(s)?

Cat?Dog?Rabbit?

Wanna know what's mine??

Let me give u a clue..

It's a cold-blooded legless reptile related to lizards.

Dengzz...

K lah...

It's this ONE and i truly adore them.I respect them cos of THIS

They are truly magnificient.

Really.

I maybe terrified of small creatures like roaches..but i have no problemo with snakes.

SEE THIS

My mum in law and hubby were squirming at the side...but me??

Heck...

I had encounters with snakes before..really.No joke man!

My first encounter was when i was still a young girl living in the kampung.I had a hands on experience with a tree snake which was gliding from one branch to another in a bushy shrub next to my house.LoL...really lah it was super cool.

Then i had another incident when i was living with mum.I had a dream that a snake was in front of the door when i opened it.And another time i dreamt i had climbed into the house from the pipes.Soon after i had those dreams,i had an encounter with another tree snake.This time the kids from the opposite block were making so much noise that i decided to go down and check what the ruckus was all about.That was when i saw it.The snake...Cool u know??So u can imagine whilst others were shouting in fear..i was jumping and shouting in joy.But alas,it managed to escaped before i can get my hands on it.It went through the rubbish chute's saluran air..Damn!

A few days later whilst i was gonna open my letter box,a few kids under my void deck were screaming and shouting while pointing at the row or letter boxes.To my surprise i saw a snake body hanging halfway out..And apa lagi...berbekalkan hanger(which i ran upstairs to take) i managed to make it slid out more only to lose it again as it slided so fast into one of the many letter boxes.Damn!

So...after the 3 encounters i had,i have a fascination for snakes.To me they're just harmless passerbys whom many of us humans are terrified of.If we dont disturb them,they wont disturb us mah.The reason many of them are in our environment is because their natural habitats have disappear.

I sound like I'm from an animal rights thingy.

But i love animals..ok.Be it snakes or dogs or cats or whatever lah.Cept for roaches lah.Heh!I feel that we shouldn't abuse them even if we dont like them.Cept for roaches lah!

Hehehehe...this entry is so pointless lah.Im just bored staying at home.LoL...

Peace!

Toodles Noodles!

2007-01-10T11:05:00.001+08:00

Yesterday,i followed hubby to Dickson Road to pass a few stuff to his client.To tell you the truth,I've never been to these kinda places in SG.Heck..i've not even been to Sungei Road before I met hubby.

Since it's gonna be my 25th birthday in a matter of days,(Hehe..So gang apa tunggu?Hint hint..)I wanna blog about how i met him.

Little did we know that though we were chatting in the same room (i.e Alamak Chatroom) in '96,'97 we never once came across each other there.If we were to know each other back then,our relationship would as long as Syana and her Bro Hulk.Tee hee.

Anyways,i gotta know him from a friend who was his Sergeant back in the days of PCG(read:Police Coast Guard) in late 2000 around 2 weeks before his birthday.And biasalah budak2 NS dulu kan suka passing2 number.Heh.And it was by fate that the first time he msg-ed my number i was asleep cos i was working night shifts back then.When i woke up later ,i replied to his msg but he was asleep.

It wasn't like 2 days later before we actually managed to talk to each other.I went by the name Kid back then.I actually liked his name first before the person.LoL..His name was a combination of names of 3 guys i had crushes on all rolled into 1.But i called him Iskandar back then.The first time we met was 2 weeks after getting to know each other.I was 'involved' with a footballer then whose name i shant reveal.Meeting him up was like 'ok pe jumpa tak salah buat kawan'.I have a thing for short guys..maybe cos im short.But i absolutely tak suka orang botak and he was botak the first time i met him.

He sent me to work that night.And well asked me "Can i give u a kiss on the cheeks?"I was like.."Yeah sure why not?"And he gave me a peck on the cheeks which I think is super sweet.After that i asked my mum about the footballer guy thingy- "Mak kalau im seeing a footballer what is your opinion?"My mum strongly disagree she said these exact words- "Kau matair dgn budak bola nanti dia tendang kau around mcm bola."I tried to reason with her over this but i also strongly believed any relationship without restu ibu will end up breaking up.

So it sorta 'ended' my relationship with that footballer guy.He is also now married,though no longer active in the local football scene.And that opened up a new chapter in my life,my relationship with hubby.We met on the regular.We even became bf-gf dgn sendirinya.He would fetch me back from work at 7 am almost everyday is it doesnt clash with his shift.My parents loved him.My beloved late aunt adored him.The aunties at my workplace liked him.My brother gets along well with him.

We planned on getting engaged in 2003 and marriage would come later in 2005.But kalau da jodoh tak ke mana kan?And can u guess it,his mum was the one who 'proposed' to me.He simpy said that his mum nak jumpa me.When i was over at his house,his mum aked me whether im serious abt him.which i am.And etc2...In the end the mum said she would come over to my place to discuss about this with my parents.

My meminang procedure is actualli so simple.No gubahan2 no rings2 etc2.His mum came over with a representitive to talk abt our marriage,the dowry and stuff.My mum is also the sort of person who hates formality.We agreed on the dowry amount and the date.And his mum gave us less than a year to save up-actually it's 8 months.I'm was at a new job which had better pay.I did long hours OT and even worked on weekends.

But something tragic happened,his granma and my beloved aunt passed away a few months before our wedding.Both of us were sad.He was the 2nd cucu lelaki on his mum's side to get hitched but his granma wasnt there to witness it.For my case,we had asked my aunt to be there on our wedding day wich she replied with a nod.I guess we cant put aside qada and qadar.

I became legally his on 29.03.03 and we had the wedding lunch on 30.03.03.And by far we have our ups and downs.But i know that whatever it is,he is someone whom i can depend on in all situations.He taught me to see the world with a more colourful view.He encourages me to be anything i want.He teaches me to have more patience and to be more mature.He's the better half of me,my soulmate.He's my knight in shining armour.Accepting me despite my crankiness,my stubbornness,my pros and cons...and always being patient even when i know he's at the tip of his patience.

I love him to bits..more than i ever thought i would.He calm my nerves and i need him to keep the insanity in me sane.

Heh..da macam love story.shant make all the readers roll their eyes out lah...haha..

Tata loves.

One love!

Singaporeans Kiasuism

2007-01-08T01:25:00.000+08:00

Have you seen the recent advertisement for Girls Out Loud?

You know,the one where they set up a fake booth.And there was like a long queue.Gosh..and then this one lady who said this.."Singaporeans cannot be too kiasu but for housewives.it's okay."
I mean...DUH!Where do the housewives come from?Planet Venus??I laugh(read:kekek) each time i see the advertisement.Mcm kelakar gitu..and so shallow minded sia.

Why do people queue up each time for a freebie or an item?Look at the Hello Kitty frenzy a few years ago.Maybe i haven't really been into something enuff to make me do something crazy.

Eh wait..i was part of the boyband chasers many years ago.And to pursue a dream in the entertainment biz,me and 2 buddies of mine entered a BSB-lookalike-dancealike-soundalike competition in 1999.Hehe.That's the craziest thing i've ever done before.Well,we got a place in the finals only to finish 4th.Lol.Those are memories...keje bodoh yang pernah dibuat sewaktu zaman muda mudi dulu.

Ntahlah..mak suruh pergi skolah belajar,kita menyanyi.Asik syiok menyanyi..belajar ke mana,nyanyi ke mana.Heh.

I'm currently waiting for hub to finish with editing before proceeding to Woodlands Mart McD's to makan supper.Wanted to call the delivery line but i think a little walking to and fro is good for me.Makin pemalas sejak duduk rumah ni.

Tata babes.

One love!

Vivo La Viva

2007-01-06T10:11:00.000+08:00

I realised that it has been quite some time that i've not blog.Actually just a week je pe..

We finally made our way to VivoCity on Thursday.Ate at the bus interchange before proceeding there.Initial intention was to go Sentosa but too bad we reached Harbourfront at 3 plus pm.Kinda late to go into Sentosa.

Anyways...VivoCity is so big..humongous..gigantic.Haha.Well,for all i know my legs were aching after we jelajah satu VivoCity.We ate dinner at Food Republic.And oh..i so love the ambience.So the feeling zaman dolu-dolu.Hehe.The chendol is so delish..tho costing more than regular.The Soto Ayam is also superb.

We wanted to catch a movie but the movie we wanted to catch was sold out.The next time it's showing was at 8 plus pm.So we jalan2 lagi.Coincidentally,there was this German or Swedish ship just outside VivoCity,where hubby is supposed to have a videoshoot the next day.Hubby was wondering if this is really the ship.Cos all his client said was 'the ship right outside Vivo."There were no other ships 'cept for this one.He even said to himself.."Macam kapal lanun." Actually the ship is a replica of a 17th century ship which has already sunk.They made stop-overs all around the world.They've been to Brazil and lots more country.Their next stop is Mumbai,India.

Then we made our way home.Before that we singgah jalan2 at Harbourfront lah.Jelajah satu Harbourfront.We wanted to take a cab home but the Q was so damn long at Vivo and Harbourfront.We decided to walk a little to Harbourfront Tower 1 & 2 and we managed to get a cab in less than 15 minutes.Heh.

We went to Causeway Point to purchase some stuff at Popular.Then it's back home.And oh yeah,bought some sushi and Combo 1 from LJS.Hub didn't buy any makan as there were pizza leftovers in the fridge from the day before.

All i seem to do at home nowadays is eat eat eat.

Klah..perut da rumbling ni mintak disumbat makanan.

Till laters!

Peace.One Love...

cleaning

2006-12-30T18:39:00.000+08:00

Hey..it's one more day before 2007 arrives.

While reading Nana Sontoloyo blog,i decided to put up a list of things that i did/happened this past year.Ehehehe...kepo sak Kat.

Hmmmm...let me think about it..

1-I got a job..oh wait,that was last year...okay,I resigned from that job which i have managed to hold on to for 1 year 2 months and 8 days.The longest time i ever hold on to a job after I got married.

2-My younger brother finished his National Slavery..ooppss..National Service in August but till now am still bumming around.Tsk tsk..

3-Mamat migrated to M'sia with his parents.Boo hoo!

4-Me gaining weight...lots of it actually.Just how much that's for me to know,for ye to never know.

5-I went for a holiday in Langkawi.My first ever trip to another state in M'sia besides JB..JB..I enjoyed myself thoroughly.I even enjoyed the 14-odd hours trip there.Yeah i know,sick lah me.

6-Addicted to blogging and MSN.

7-Managed to keep in touch with skulmates from primary n secondary school.Sumting i had wanted to do for a long time.

Actually I just finished cleaning the house and master bedroom toilet.I didn't know that cleaning the toilet can give you such a good feeling.I was having headache all day long.So it was actualli a bad mistake i made by cleaning up the toilet cos i used up like 1/3 bottle of Clorox and 1/5 bottle of Dettol Germicide.And now my head feels like it has a thousand drums and gongs going off all at once.But instead of looking at the bad side,I felt really stress-free.

Well,most of the time when I'm stressed out,I usually do the laundry.Or binge...but cleaning the toilet was a first for me.

Watching Malcolm in the Middle now whilst waiting for more interesting shows.And i'm having the urge to play Scrabble.

Tata all...Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all muslimin and muslimat.

P/S:Saddam Hussien was executed today.I felt that it was a harsh judgement and it seemed that the US wanted to get rid of him asap.He was a powerful ruler and some may say he's a dictator.At least the country wasn't invaded by others claiming they wanna re-built Iraq.What a buncha bull.

Peace..One Love!

happy

2006-12-28T23:39:00.000+08:00

Ok...actualli i came back from dinner at 9.10 pm.But as usual,A Million Treasures and Prisonbreak comes first.

Anyways...tomorrow is my MIL's birthday.Will be going to my old company to collect the gift set i purchased from my colleague.Then off to Polar to buy a birthday cake for her.

These past few weeks,we've been bothered by news of her 'buat perangai' from my SIL.She ignored everyone when that indon guy was over.Making faces,bising2 and even slamming the doors.Konon macam tunjuk marah gitu lah.Both my SILs were too 'masak' with the attitude she puts up each time that indon guy comes over,thus they ignore her lah cos they know kalau makin layan makin menjadi.

Then a few days ago after the indon guy went back to Balai,she came up to them and ask why they ignore her for the last few days?My SIL(Errin) told her off,asking her was it them who ignored her or she who ignores them?She said they have not been paying attention to her.Etc2...

Hubby rarely calls her up nowadays,cos she would complain of her lack of $$ indirectly and that would make hubby feels so guilty.

After hearing my SIL complaining,i told hubby he shouldn't have left my MIL without any news.At least call her up once a week,just to check up on her and also to let her know that she is not being ignored.Everyone cares about her,it's just sometimes her attitude that makes everyone ignoring her.

She would say A to this person and twist the story around and say B to the next person.Ok..kalau nak lebih senang cakap,she's a talam dua muka lah.But i think everyone has been a talam dua muka at least once throughout their life.It's just that when kita yang buat,kita tak sedar.Bila orang lain buat,kita nampak.Seumpama macam taik sebesar nyamuk kat seberang laut kita nampak,taik sebesar gajah melekat kat kaki kita,kita tak nampak.LoL...

No one's perfect,hidup ni penuh sandiwara.Life itself is a stage and we are all actors.And i think the number one actor in the world is your own self.How many times have u told a white lie w/o blinking your eyes?How many times have you pretend to be someone you're not?I know i have been in a situation like that a couple of times.

I'm not trying to say i am perfect.I know i'm not.I'm just telling my story from my point of view.And my view has been pretty blurry these few months,i think i oughta change the lenses.

Till laters..Ciao!

A cold case

2006-12-28T19:25:00.000+08:00

It's been raining non stop for the last 2 days.

Rainy days are a big boo boo...a spoiler to all plans made.

But rainy days are good for doing couple things.

Like cuddling,watching tv,lying in bed,playing online scrabble even though you live in the same house.

Yes...hubby and me have been spending whatever little couple time we have playing online scrabble,even though I'm in the bedroom and he's in his home office next room.

Tomorrow's is MIL's bday.How old is she?Don't ask me...even her children don't know how old she is.She is that secretive about her age.Though if i'm not mistaken she is around 40-ish as in 48-49 and can even be 50.LoL.

Ok...need to bath and get ready to go out and have dinner.Sejak hujan ni,makin malas nak buat apa2.Masak pun malas.

Till laters...i actualli want to update on something but i'll leave it till i come back from dinner.

Ciao!

kisah seekor berok boring

2006-12-21T15:14:00.000+08:00

Bored
-uninterested because of frequent exposure or indulgence

That is how i'm feeling now.Arrgghh..tengok tv pun takde cite best2.Tak habis2 cartoons.

Nak keluar macam boring keluar sorang2.

Today is Hub's last day at ACJS.

Tomorrow a few of my colleagues are coming over.Nak masak apa ekh??Maybe Mee Soto.

Asik duk menanguk laptop je..BOSAN!!

All i do at home is eat and eat and eat and tengok tv and tido...

Nak tukar blogskin tapi nah...not yet lah.Nanti arh baru nak masukkan.

Bosan,bosan aku bosan duduk di rumah

new year

2006-12-18T12:43:00.000+08:00

Looking at the calendar, i realised that it is 13 more days before we greet the New Year.

Lots of events have happened this year.Events that were happy, and also many that challenged our faith in each other and i'm glad our love kept us going strong.

I must say that I am glad that this year is going to pass. It would be my birthday next month, adding another year to my age. But i still feel like how i felt 10 years ago. Onli a lil' bit wiser, i don't make the same mistakes over and over again.

And i still think i need to come up with a new year resolution and keeping it. I never had any resolutions made before. Cos i don't have a strong sense of discipline.

Now with the new year to be looked forward to , i'm looking towards new jobs. And hubby too, resigned oredi. Thursday is gonna be his last day.

I wonder what the new year has in stalled for us. I pray that it would be something different. And i would love to get meself a fantastic new job. Hopefully so.

I cross my finger.

Take care all...

just reaslied

2006-12-14T08:56:00.000+08:00

I just realised that my past 2 entries was actually about leaving.

Mamat has left us,for about a week now.I wonder how he is doing now.Maybe well enuff,cos my 6th uncle bought a house beside my 5th aunt's and 3rd aunt's home.So i don't have to worry about him being lonely as my nephews and nieces are all there.

Imagine being a city kid trying to adapt to kampung life.Yes...the place he's shifting to is called Kampung Pasir Putih.No,not the one in Kelantan.The one in Pasir Gudang.Before Mamat arrived in our lives,my 5th uncle and his late wifey used to bring me and my brother to the kampung a lot.

I still remembered that when I was around 7-8 years old,my aunt's house had no built-in 'jamban' in her house.The 'jamban' was a small hut-like located about 4 metres away from the home with the thick bushes behind.So imagine each time i want to relieve myself,my cuzzin Re'an had to accompany me.

Now...after being spooked by tales of a chicken-eating biawak,python and an alligator that lives in the sungai nearby,can u imagine how shit-scared I was?Nak berak pun takut-takut,taik nak kluar pun susah.LoL...

But lucky for me,they built an in-house jamban soon after.Tapi tupun I still can't familiarised with the surrounding.Call me a true blue City Kid lah.

Even now I still cannot adapt to kampung life padahal i spent 4 years of my childhood in a kampung.I think there are a lot of differences between the kampung in Singapore and the ones in Malaysia.

The thing that amazed me about my aunt's kampung is that they had 'orang guduk' or the 'orang asli' living in the forest nearby.And everyday i would see them walk past her house to get to the main pekan.Dressed in shabby clothes,with really orange colored hair,tanned and bare footed.Nowadays,the young kids of the 'orang asli' goes to school,they dress a bit okay and no longer bare footed.

I wanted to post up some pictures tapi terasa macam malas pulak..LoL.

Till whenever!

Ciao!

bored

2006-12-13T15:16:00.000+08:00

New skin.

I had nothing better to do at home.

Thus i changed my blogskin.

I'M SO FREAKING BORED!!!

officially

2006-12-11T21:11:00.000+08:00

Today marks the saddest day.

I'm officially relieved of duty...kira mcm R.O.D gitu lah..ahaha

Well,i guess it's best that i left the place.I couldn't handle the politics there-conflik antara Mahathir dan Pak Lah pun kalah.

I was okay when facing with my Sup.But when Cik Zubaidah came out,hugged me and kissed me on my cheeks we both cried.Well i was her so-called anak angkat at work.

Anyways...i was glad i left some people there.But there are certain people who will always be in my heart.People like Cik Zubaidah,Cik Sam,Cik Ali,Kak Ina,Abg Sahari...

Ok,it would be lying if i said that i didn't cry.I cried in the cab on the way home,i cried when i reach my home,i cried when tgh jemur uniform tempat keje lama,i cried whilst talking to hub on the phone,i cried talking to Cik Zubaidah on the phone and i fil like crying now.Well..i know this is kinda an emotional turn for me.I've been working there for a year plus.To leave the place in which i had grown in some ways,had attached myself to,had made numerous frens and not forgetting enemies...was kinda hard.

I knew there were some people who were happy that i left.

But there were more who cried during my departure.And they were the ones who matters.Not some haggy,old,tak sedar diri woman.

I'm glad i left the place with my head high.To look for a new job now??nah..tink i wanna rilek first at home lah.

Anyways...i vowed to keep in touch with Cik.

Her house and mine are just nearby...i can drop as and when i want.

Till then...

Adios Gold Roast!!

hepisad

2006-12-07T17:46:00.000+08:00

Sorry gang for the lateness in updating my blog.

So much has happen in such a short while.

Let me begin with the happy news k?

Hub got meself a new handphone.Well,not the model i wanted but it's better than nothing right?It was his birthday a few days ago,he bought himself a belated birthday prezzie and he bought me a handphone also.

The phone he bought himself Nokia 9300

The phone he bought for moi...N70

Well,thats the happy news lah.

The sad news is that my uncle and his family are migrating to Malaysia.I mean,the sad part is that his son Mamat has to follow them and he's gonna transfer to a school there also.It broke my mum's heart cos she has never gone a day without seeing Mamat.

Mamat or Muhammad Rafie,is my uncle's(mum's elder bro) and late aunt's adopted child.They adopted him somewhere in 1995 when he was just a baby.He has grown up with us.I've seen him grow up.We've all seen him growing up.And now to not be able to see what is happening to him in his teen years...makes us feel so sad.

I cried like hell the first few days after i got to know about it.Called my mum up and spend 10 minutes on the phone crying.No hellos,no nuthing..just the sound of the both of us sobbing like little babies.

I dunno what prompted me to cry.I guess it's the fact that Mamat won't be in front of eyes anymore.I won't be able to see him grow up.

I even sms-ed my adik citing .."ADik dulu mamat ada kita selalu usik2 dia,kutuk2 dia,marah2 dia.Ni dia da nak pergi,hati aku rasa sedih sangat."

I had always love him like one of us.We had always looked upon him as one of us.Even though there were the times we would disturb him and said that he is not his mum and dad's real son.That he was adopted from an Indian lady.But the very fact is,my heart fell in love with him the very first day i set my eyes on him.

Though mum said he looked so skinny,so dark,so Indian-y.But the truth remains,we had welcomed him into our arms.And now to say goodbye to him...that's the hardest thing to do.

I'm crying as im typing this...He's gonna go off tomorrow.I'm on mc tomorrow.But i'm not sure if i'm gon see him off.I'm afraid i might break down in front of them.

Malaysia may seemed like a nearby place.But the very fact that we're separated by the Causeway makes it even harder.How many times have i been to Malaysia this past one year??Can be countable by the fingers.

Over the last few months,i've not seen him and when i visited him during Raya this year,he grew up.He's more taller,more darker and he put on weight.

Can u imagine what he will be like in another year time??

2006-12-01T16:53:00.000+08:00

i got both happy and sad news...

will elaborate about them later.

peace!

happy burpday luv

2006-11-28T17:59:00.000+08:00

It's my luv burp-day!

His 29th to be exact.

Happy burp-day luv.Semoga dimurahkan rezeki,dipanjangkan usia dan dibawah lindungan Allah senantiasa.

Ur Wifey

Divorce?

2006-11-27T17:30:00.000+08:00

I just heard the news...Britster (aka Britney Spears) and K-Fed are divorced?

Woah...

Tapikan memang sajak lah kalau bercerai.Cos i can see K-Fed as someone who leeches onto Britster...I dunno if that is really the case,but for someone to leave their gf and court another gal whilst the gf is pregnant with his child doest paint a picture of someone who is responsible right?

Anyways..work was pretty ok lah.I'm having a headache and it's raining.

Need to cook later...

Mcm malas gitu...

Change of Skin

2006-11-26T19:30:00.000+08:00

I finally changed my skin.Even the tagboard is new.

I think it's gonna be a fresh start...given the fact that 2007 is just around the corner.

Hub's bday is in 2 days time.

But prezzie will only be given on the 5th.Any ideas anyone?

He already hinted that he wants a watch.

Something similar to this..

OR

But...the above watches cost more than USD100 n USD700 respectively each.

SO how???

hmm

2006-11-18T20:34:00.000+08:00

Anal Exam??Rotflol.

" Kalau kentut biar berbunyi jadi tak busuk"

U wouldn't wanna shoplift here

The people living here must have lotsa fun...

Haha..

No particular reason for this..

Just needed to laugh my ass off and make you peeps laugh too.

true

2006-10-14T22:24:00.000+08:00

It is true.

I have lost all desires to blog.

Hazy

2006-10-14T20:19:00.000+08:00

It's been a hazy month.With haze all over.Hubby is suffering due to his sensitive nose.

The highest it has ever been was 150.Wah lau wey..ishk.

Many people getting sick.

And for those yg tak tahu,Seha,a singer in the 80s n 90s passed away a few days ago.

She was a great singer.I love how she would always have a smile on her face.

Semoga Tuhan mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya dan menempatkannya bersama orang2 yang beriman.

Amin.

Happy Friday the 13th..

2006-10-13T20:21:00.000+08:00

It's Friday the 13th!!

I love the number 13.The obvious reason being that it is my birthdate.And i dun realli believes in taboos.Like all the superstitions,et cetera et cetera.

I celebrated my birthday on Friday twice my whole life-once,during my 13th birthday back in 1995.And the other time was early this year on my 24th birthday.The next time i'll celebrate my birthday on a Friday would be in 2012.Woah..lol.

Do have a nice weekend peeps!

Selamat berpuasa!!

raya raya

2006-10-08T16:50:00.000+08:00

Anyways..for those who were in my contact links..could u kindly send me ur blog add.

i lost all of it lah.

thanks!

hari raya

2006-10-08T16:35:00.000+08:00

Been a long time since i last updated.

Everything has finally start to be ok.

Recently hubby was diagnosed with diabetes.A recent case,the doctor asked him to cut down on the sweet stuff.

Dunno wat to say lah.He is simply too stubborn.

Raya is in 2 weeks time.

Anyways,selamat menjalani ibadah puasa to all muslims.

Take care!!

Happy Birthday

2006-10-01T22:21:00.000+08:00

She'd be 55 this year if she is still alive...

I dream of her everyday.I think of her everyday,more recently due to a gd fren's mum passing away.

I regret never saying goodbye,never expressing my love and i am a bit terkilan that she weren't there for my BIG day.

She passed away 5 months before my wedding day,on Oct 18th,18 days after her 51st birthday.

Her birthday falls on Children's Day.Ironically,she loves children.Unable to have her own due to an illness,she looked upon me and my brother as her own.Treating us with new clothes,bringing us out,treating us as we are her own.She even tell people that we are her children.We were so close to her than we were to our own parents.

I even brought bfs back to see her first before bringing them to see my mum.

It was in 1995 that she decide to adopt a child.Named Muhammad Rafie,he brought sunshine into her and my uncle's life.But who knows that after 5 years of happiness,the happiness was short lifted.She had her left leg amputated due to diabetes.She couldn't do all the things she normally can,like fetching her Rafie from school.She had to depend on others to do things she normally does on her own.She turn to me to run errands for her,to bring her for appointments at the polyclinic or hospital.I always make up excuses when she wanted me to run errands for her.I wished i had not done so.

Then in 2002,she had a fall in the toilet.Due to the blood clot in her brain,she suffered from stroke.There were one time when we thought that she would leave us.We gathered at her home,recite Surah Yassin for her but she didn't leave us.I thought maybe we could send her for therapy.She was send to the hospital as advised by the family doctor.

She spend a few weeks back and forth the hospital.Then on Oct 18th,2002 , i received a call from my uncle saying that the doctor asked him to be at the hospital.We went there(me,my brother,Rafie and my uncle).She was already nazak.I kept asking her to mengucap.Kept whispering the Kalimah Syahadah into her ears whilst trying to withstand my tears.My brother couldn't even get into the ward...he was crying outside,he couldnt see her in much pain.

My uncle sis the same as i did.He too trying to control his tears.Mamat was clueless.Only aged 7 at that time,he didnt know what it all meant.Then after a few hours,my uncle told us to go back home,he will keep her company.But when we just got out of the hospital compound,i got a call that send my whole world crashing down.She passed away.I kept crying the whole way back,kept saying to my brother y she passed away when we are not there.My brother was consoling me but he too couldnt control his tears.Rafie cried cos we cried but he didnt know what happened.

I called hubby,who at that point of time was just a bf.He came over about 1 hour later.And he accompanied my uncle to settle the collecting of her jenazah.I dunno what i would have done w/o him.As soon as we reached her home,i went home to take a bath and amik wuduk.Then proceeded to her place to recite some prayers.

She has always been in my heart and in my prayer eversince.I love her so much.Her death made me open up my eye.Made me treasure my mum more.

Hapy Birthday,Aunt Salbiah Bte Ismail.I love you,and i pray that you'll be placed with the people of faith and is in God's grace always.

The song,My Immortal by Evanescene is dedicated to her.

i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
but though you're still with me
i've been alone all along

cerita 2 hantu

2006-09-30T23:43:00.000+08:00

Tersebutlah kisah dua orang hantu. Mereka ni baru bertemu lalu mereka pun berborakla untuk mengisi masa lapang kehidupan mereka sebagai hantu. Sepanjang perbualan mereka, Hantu B ni tak habis-habis menggigil. Lalu, Hantu A yang kehairanan ni pun bertanya,

"Apsal kau ni asyik menggigil je?"

"Oh..cara aku mati dulu teruk..aku mati dalam peti ais...sejuk!!" Jawab Hantu B sambil menggigil lagi.

"Ooo..kesian... aku dulu mati sebab heart attack." Kata Hantu A ramah.

"Kau memang sakit jantung kronik ye? Apsal ko tak gi buat operation? Kalau tak, sure kau tengah lepak-lepak ngan family kau sekarang." Balas Hantu B.

"Dah,aku dah buat dah !In fact mase aku mati tu, aku in recovery. Panjang ceritanya..." jawab Hantu A sayu.

"Ceritala sikit..Sambil-sambil lepak nih.."

"Camni..Aku syak isteri aku main kayu tiga ngan aku. So this one day, aku ingat nak perangkap la isteri aku..Aku pura-pura gi keje tapi actually aku park keta aku kat simpang hujung umah aku je. Seperti yang aku syak, masuk sebuah keta kat carpark umah aku. Aku rilex dulu sebab nak carik mase sesuai tangkap diorang."

"So, ko dapatla tangkap diorang?" tanya Hantu B penuh minat.

"Tak. Aku cume jumpe isteri aku je kat dalam bilik. Yang aku heran, mase aku masuk umah tu, aku nampak ade kasut laki kat pintu umah aku. Aku tanye isteri aku tapi die takmo jawab. So aku pun lari-lari sekeliling umah aku nak carik jantan tuh. Abis sume bilik aku carik tapi takde pun.. Last-last, sebab aku penat sangat berlari carik jantan tuh, aku pun jatuh pengsan sebab heart attack. And aku tak sangka aku mati lak..." kata Hantu A mengakhiri ceritanya dengan kesedihan.

Hantu B terdiam mendengarkan cerita Hantu A. Selepas beberapa ketika, Hantu B berkata,

"Kenapa kau tak check kat dalam peti sejuk? Kalau kau check kat situ, sure kita berdua still hidup lagi.

Mum

2006-09-27T23:38:00.000+08:00

Rude shock I got yesterday.I was sleeping when at 12 plus after midnight,hubby came into the room and told me that Kina mum passed away on Monday.Inalilah Wainalilahirajiun.I was shocked that it took me a few minutes for the news to sink in.

So many questions raced through my mind - is it true?sakit apa?How is Kina coping?The first thing that I did was to message Rai,who was also shocked at the news.She called Rin to verify.

Gosh I wonder how she is feeling now.My heart is thumping very hard.

I remember Kina's arwah mak as a warm,friendly lady.She is someone who is jovial and goes to great extremes to make others happy.It seemed like mcm baru semalam kita jumpa during Kina's engagement.And now she's gone.

It's so ironic.Rai,Kina and me have been planning to meet up.Who would have guessed it would be at an event as smbre as this?

I pray that Kina's mum,Nargis bte Abdul Hussien,ditempatkan bersama orang2 yang beriman.Let's together sedekah Al Fatehah to her.

When I met her just now along with Rai and Rai's kakak angkat,I felt so sad seeing the stage she's in.

Lucky she will have the company of her relatives for at least another few days still.

We shared the laughter and the tears when she was telling us about her mum when she was alive,the very least we could do was lend her a shoulder to cry on.

Losing someone who is so dear to you is very difficult.Building up the courage to move on is also hard..i know that.I experience it firsthand when my aunt passed away.

My prayers to all the people who had gone before us all, Amin.

salam ramadan

2006-09-24T10:09:00.000+08:00

It's the Ramadan month.

Happy Fasting to all muslims.

2006-09-23T22:05:00.000+08:00

I wanted to finish up with updating my blog.

BUT...

My Name Is Earl is showing now.

Gotta go..catch ya laterzz!!

Wake Me Up When September Ends

2006-09-21T18:32:00.000+08:00

Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary,
Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore,
While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,
As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.`
'Tis some visitor,' I muttered, `tapping at my chamber door -
Only this, and nothing more.'

Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December,
And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.
Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrow
From my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore -
For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels named Lenore -
Nameless here for evermore.

And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain
Thrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;
So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating`
'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door -
Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door; -
This it is, and nothing more,'

Presently my soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer,
`Sir,' said I, `or Madam, truly your forgiveness I implore;
But the fact is I was napping, and so gently you came rapping,
And so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door,
That I scarce was sure I heard you' - here I opened wide the door; -
Darkness there, and nothing more.

Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing,
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before
But the silence was unbroken, and the darkness gave no token,
And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, `Lenore!'
This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, `Lenore!'
Merely this and nothing more.

Back into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning,
Soon again I heard a tapping somewhat louder than before.
`Surely,' said I, `surely that is something at my window lattice;
Let me see then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore -
Let my heart be still a moment and this mystery explore; -
'Tis the wind and nothing more!'

Open here I flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt and flutter,
In there stepped a stately raven of the saintly days of yore.
Not the least obeisance made he; not a minute stopped or stayed he;
But, with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door -
Perched upon a bust of Pallas just above my chamber door -
Perched, and sat, and nothing more.

Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,
By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore,
`Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou,' I said, `art sure no craven.
Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the nightly shore -
Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!
'Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

Much I marvelled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly,
Though its answer little meaning - little relevancy bore;
For we cannot help agreeing that no living human being
Ever yet was blessed with seeing bird above his chamber door -
Bird or beast above the sculptured bust above his chamber door,
With such name as `Nevermore.'

But the raven, sitting lonely on the placid bust, spoke only,
That one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour.
Nothing further then he uttered - not a feather then he fluttered -
Till I scarcely more than muttered `Other friends have flown before -
On the morrow will he leave me, as my hopes have flown before.'
Then the bird said, `Nevermore.'

Startled at the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken,
`Doubtless,' said I, `what it utters is its only stock and store,
Caught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful disaster
Followed fast and followed faster till his songs one burden bore -
Till the dirges of his hope that melancholy burden bore
Of "Never-nevermore."'

But the raven still beguiling all my sad soul into smiling,
Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird and bust and door;
Then, upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linking
Fancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore -
What this grim, ungainly, gaunt, and ominous bird of yore
Meant in croaking `Nevermore.'

This I sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressing
To the fowl whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom's core;
This and more I sat divining, with my head at ease reclining
On the cushion's velvet lining that the lamp-light gloated o'er,
But whose velvet violet lining with the lamp-light gloating o'er,
She shall press, ah, nevermore!

Then, methought, the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censer
Swung by Seraphim whose foot-falls tinkled on the tufted floor.
`Wretch,' I cried, `thy God hath lent thee - by these angels he has sent thee
Respite - respite and nepenthe from thy memories of Lenore!
Quaff, oh quaff this kind nepenthe, and forget this lost Lenore!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

`Prophet!' said I, `thing of evil! - prophet still, if bird or devil! -
Whether tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore,
Desolate yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted -
On this home by horror haunted - tell me truly, I implore -
Is there - is there balm in Gilead? - tell me - tell me, I implore!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

`Prophet!' said I, `thing of evil! - prophet still, if bird or devil!
By that Heaven that bends above us - by that God we both adore -
Tell this soul with sorrow laden if, within the distant Aidenn,
It shall clasp a sainted maiden whom the angels named Lenore -
Clasp a rare and radiant maiden, whom the angels named Lenore?'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

`Be that word our sign of parting, bird or fiend!' I shrieked upstarting -
`Get thee back into the tempest and the Night's Plutonian shore!
Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken!
Leave my loneliness unbroken! - quit the bust above my door!
Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

And the raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting
On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;
And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming,
And the lamp-light o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor;
And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor
Shall be lifted - nevermore!

Inalilah Wainalilahirajiun

2006-09-14T16:51:00.000+08:00

Maybe God loves her more and wants her to be free of all the pains.

Aslina's mum passed away yesterday.Got the message late cos i forgotten to bring my hp to work.

My condolences to her.

Couldn't attend it due to work.Prays that she and her family builds up the courage to get on their feet again.

She will always be in my prayers.

Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan beliau ditempatkan bersama-sama orang yang beriman.

Amin.

In days to come...

2006-09-10T01:31:00.000+08:00

Aslina's(a fren) mother has been admitted to the ICU ward of TTSH.

Currently not doing well.

Having a relapse of lung cancer.

I ask of you to pray for the well-being of her mum.

Hopefully,things will turn out for the better.

But if it's causing her more pain,pray that God takes her life away painlessly.

Insyallah.

ETC

2006-09-09T16:42:00.000+08:00

oh yeah before i forgot..i'm currently barred from using the pc.

due to hub's doing his multiple editings.

so..it's hard for me to update.

and i've not even update the adds to the links.

so for those who do not find your names under my links,fret not ok i will do it asap.when i m allowed to used the pc for long hours instead of the pitiful 10 minits rush.

take care!have a nice weekend!

Sooo blardy ironic...

2006-09-05T17:06:00.000+08:00

I heard from the news yester that the Aussie's (and others) fave crocodile hunter,Steve Irwin, died after being stabbed through the heart by a stingray.

He is my brother's and mum's favorite tv personality when it came to the wild animal shows.One of the main reason being that they were deeply fascinated by his brave attempts to come close to the one animal that most of us have nightmares about.

And it is so ironic that he died while filming one of the animals he tried saving.

It would have been funny if it was not real.Imagine the headline 'Crocodile Hunter Stung Dead by Stingray'

In the end,the man who managed to conquer the worse of beasts,was killed by something so gentle.

My condolences goes to his family,friends and fans.He is a true wildlife warrior.

Steve Irwin-R.I.P

Back in SG Isle

2006-08-27T19:54:00.000+08:00

I'm back here...in SG Isle.

And i tell ya something-I wanna go back there again!!

I intend and plan to,next January cos this year my leave...boh liao!

Hahaha..

Really enjoyed the short hol there.

Langkawi is shopping galore...and I love the cable car ride though I was scared shitless..lol.

We really had a nice time...

Too bad due to time constraint,we couldn't meet Syana(very,very sorry babe!)

The hotel we stayed at was called City Bayview Hotel,very nice hotel for a 3 star.It overlooks Pekan Kuah.

The food there...marvellous i tell ya!

Not the food from the hotel lah,cos it's so blardy expensive.A can of carbonated drink cost RM 9.Kalau beli kat luar baru RM 2.

The food from the roadside stalls...finger licking good!!

Cheap and nice food...

Haha..u must think i am so crazy about the food right?Well i am...the sambal belacan superb!!Freshly tunbuk when u buy the nasi campur.And so the very the pedas..i loiikkeee!!

Hub n me came up with a new pepatah..

"Da biasa makan belacan kisar,nak makan belacan tumbuk plak"

Well out of spontaneity lah,it happened when hub spoke with a Kedah accent.Really had me fooled.LoL...sampai terikut2..

The funny thing is,when we were there hub was doing all the talking.ME??I was doing all the smiling..hahahaha..Chek tak paham dan tak reti nak cakap teloh Kedah.Wahahhahaa...

I wanna show you the pics..but im kinda tired lah cos we reached SG at 4 am.

Tomoro werk liaoz..

Toodles Noodles....

Eagle Island...here we come!!

2006-08-22T23:24:00.000+08:00

After careful planning for months,this is it!

We are finally going to Eagle Island aka Langkawi.

Our long awaited honeymoon,which is kinda like too late.Yelah da 3 tahun kawin baru sekarang nak gi honeymoon.LoL...

Dulu nak pergi time tgh SARS.Then after that we both were too busy with work and stuff.So now with both me n hubby on leave,Nak enjoy puas2.

Pray that kita selamat pergi and selamat pulang k..

Muackkkksss

Inalilah...

2006-08-20T17:59:00.000+08:00

I received bad news this week-a few of them in fact.

Firstly,Abg Akashah(a colleague of mine) father just passed away on Thursday.Inalilah Wainalilahirajiun..Having lost his mother a few months ago,this must be a difficult time for him.I hope he will go through this with strength and faith.And may his father's soul be placed alongside the people of iman and taqwa.Amin..

Secondly,hubby's colleague committed suicide on Wednesday.A fellow teacher,whom hubby nicknamed Olive Oyl(after Popeye's wife cos she is tall and skinny) committed suicide by having the gas from the cooking stove turned on and closing all the windows and doors.And she is still a student teacher,only in her early 20's.I was shocked to hear this.I mean,i don't know what prompted her to commit suicide.Hubby told me she is the sorta person who don't mixed around,i.e going to school,punch her card,teach(with a certain fierceness) and then go back home.She rarely talks to others except to this one person,Asri,a teacher with whom she was close to.Is it the stress from school or parents that made her commit suicide?I couldn't read about it cos it was only available in the Lianhe Zaobao paper aje.

Thirdly,baby Bun aka that adorable baby that i told ya about.His eldest brother,met up with a road accident.(Ref:Berita Harian Friday,Aug 18th)He is the sole breadwinner of the family.And he maybe paralysed for life.I got shocked again when hubby conveyed the news to me.Inalilah...

With so many deaths and accidents happening around me....i'm so freaking sad.Sad because people think by committing suicide is the way out.Death is inevitable,but kalau nak mati tu biarlah dengan sempurna.Dengan Tuhan menarik nyawa kita and not kita mengambil nyawa kita sendiri.I admit i've had thoughts about suicide before.Subahanallah...God forgive me.

Now i learn that life is to be cherished.Although there are times when life may seem cruel to us,but there are also things in life that are worth living for...So smile up,brush that dirt off ya shoulders and face the coming days with strength and integrity.Life's not always a bed of roses..and i dun wish for it to be one also cos roses wither away,leaving u with thorns.

Toodles babes!!

Tale Of 2 Pigs-the fat and the non-fat.

2006-08-18T21:52:00.000+08:00

I posted this on Jaja's tagboard.

"KAthy: da lah...dun fret not.takpe..yang penting kita happy,dun care abt what others say..and kalau gemok tapi sihat takpelah.jgn ada penyakit udah.org kurus kadang2 bnyk penyakit...anyways..got sumting to say..one of my chinese colleague said this to me after i said that i ni gemok mcm babi...she said skrg nye babi smuer tak gemok..smuer kurus2..so???the moral of the story is...org gemok tak semestinya mcm babi...instead yg kurus2 tu bnyk resemble babi..waahahaha"

And then it got few responds.Hehe...kinda farnie lah,how a topic as silly as skinny pigs can get people talking.Hahaha.

Anyways,i got pics to show how fat and skinny pigs can be.

The 'FAT' ones

The 'THIN' ones

Hahaha..aint it funny??

Till another tale from moi..i'm pigged out!

Muakakakaaka...

P/S:Compare the 2 pics above...cam ada sama gitu??Wahahahaha...

MC

2006-08-16T20:20:00.000+08:00

I didn't go to work today.Still feeling majorly sick...

Like i cannot tahan oredi.

Going to the doctor soon.Gotta get my mc.Alangkah bagusnya kalau dapat 2 hari.

But next week i'll be on 2 days leave again.

How??

oh yeah...

2006-08-15T22:13:00.000+08:00

dolz...i wrote about the silly aunty.

but forgot about the sick me part.

I'm having a splitting headache.Takleh angkat..

Mcm nak demam.

Tu je.Wahahaha...

P.S: (Jaja-ur bday nanti eh dpt chocs?)

(Syana-ntah...agaknya side effect dia tak?)

Silly aunty and a mad n sick me..

2006-08-15T21:30:00.000+08:00

Have i told you how silly one of the 'makcik' at my werkplace is?

Silly..is an understatement.Dumb would be the right word.

She kept changing her opinion on things.And she kept saying she don't eat this lah,that lah but end up eating them when nobody is around.(I caught her doing it a few times.)

And the other day,she brought along her camera to the party at the zoo.But the pictures turn out blurry..She blamed it on "uncle ni lah ", "ntah sapa" yg kacau2 the camera that day and cited, "Kad camera rosak".By saying kad camera she actualli meant the SD card.Duh..betol2 punya dumb,kalau card rosak gambar satu pun tak jadi lah dolz!

My pics turn out well,ok lah.Not too nice but not too blurry.And hers turn out blurry...cept for one or two photos yang ok.

And now nak tahu tadi pagi she ckp apa??

She complained to my colleagues.. "Ni Ijah lah..kacau2 sebab tu kamera dia rosak."

Me sia??I got dragged into this..Kanina lah betina gatal!

Then i waited for her to mention it to me.The whole day i waited...but takde pun dia ckp.Kalau berani,cakap depan2 lah.Buat apa ckp belakang?Tak guna...tembak tak kena!

And after that she tried talking to me..and ya know what i did?

I ignore her completely.COMPLETELY...until she had to repeat what she said so many times sia..hahahaha..like selenger!And i boh layan.Freaking cruel sia..

And starting from today onwards,IGNORE is what i'll do.She try to kepo2 or whatever lah.senang je aku jawab.."Tak sangka ada org nasi tambah kat sini."

And if she talk about how she tak makan ni,tak makan tu..this is what i'll say.

"Au-au sak.World sak...banyak berbual banyak bohong arh.."

Tadi during break and lunch time,she da kena da.

I ate my food quickly and my other colleagues asked me kenapa i ate so fast.

And my answer was.."Takle angkat arh,bau busuk.Ada lalat."

Hahahaha.

Tu baru sipi je...belum kena full blast.

And i found out from another colleague,she wants to challenge me dancing when it comes to the annual dinner.

Hahaha..larat ke dia joget?Da tua tu buat lah hal tua..nanti tulang patah kesian plak.

Whatever lah,ni lah jadi kalau orang da tua tapi tak sedar diri da tua.

And ya know what Cik Zubaidah say??

She said maybe lah..this makcik is jealous of me.

Jealus of me?What's there to be jealous of?My over excessive fats on my body??

Apa sajer arh makcik...tapi tak heranlah,sedangkan dengan anak dia sendiri she nak challenge apatah lagi ni orang luar mcm me kan??

Agaknye lepas arwah suami dia meninggal trus otak dia tak betol kot??

Allahuallam...Hanya Tuhan saja yang tahu.

K lah enuff of this shit...nak tgk gambar makcik tu tak???

She is the one yang tak pakai headscarf.

I think she is crazy lah..Crazily vain and absolutely absurd!

Tata..Ciaoz!

finally..TAG jaja Wa sua bikin!

2006-08-12T22:57:00.000+08:00

~Where do you live? ~my home lah,takkan kat longkang or atas pokok.
~Latest addiction? ~Brownies from this place near my company
~Song that you're listening right now? ~the mp3 list from Jaja's blogsite
~What are you doing right now? ~ Doing this tag lah
~Who was the last person you went out to eat with? ~ermm...hubby dearest
~If you were a toy, what would you be? ~ wahaha...i wanna be a life size barbie doll
~Where would you want to go on your honeymoon? ~doinks..performing haj togeder wud be perfect but for now,Langkawi here we come!!
~What's your ringtone? ~ Too Phat ft Inul - How Me Seksi
~What do you think a toblerone is? ~moi fave cheap choc sia..
~What are you wearing right now? ~t shirt and kain batik..wahahaha
~Do you wear contacts? ~ sukerr...tapi time raya je cos tu time melawa dan must appear vogue de vas!
~What was the best advice ever given to you? ~ada mata pandang,ada telinga dgr ada mulut diam!
~Can you drive? ~wahhaaha..xbox games and in my dreams!!
~What are your plans? ~was mau tgk porn...lu mau ikut?+lol+watch tv lah..then sleep..and ouh,maybe sex.
~Favourite Film? ~errmm...tak tahu mana satu fave,bnyk sgt!
~Do you like to dance? ~wey sukeerrr...suker joget!!+jump ard like munkee+
~Are you too shy to ask anyone out? ~lol..depends on who that person(s) is/are
~Worst feeling in the world? ~ dejection...and then anger!
~Worst sound? ~my empty tummy..wahahaha...
~What's the first thing you do when you wake up? ~Switch off the f*cking alarm clock
~Roller coaster, scary or exciting? ~Exciting...tho d after effect is scary..wahaha
~How many times do you let the phone ring before you answer it? ~immediately if it's sumone close,lambat2 kalau tak rapat,and not at all if it's sumone i hate.wacha!
~Is the glass half full or half empty? ~half empty half full??who cares??
~Your best physical feature? ~wa punya montotzz..sek dok!
~Milk or white chocolate? ~boTh lah..aku hantu chocs..
~Day or night? ~both..dua2 time boLeh stim and jeng jeng jeng...wacha!!
~Summer or winter? ~ autumn...when it's not too hot or cold..
~Cake or pie? ~did i ever mention aku ni hantu makan...batu,kayu dgn bakbi je aku tak mkn..
~Diamonds or pearls? ~ diamOnds are fOrever!but i prefer GOLD GOLD GOLD!!+lol+
~Sunrise or sunset? ~ err...sun tgh tinggi di atas kepala...dua2 tak sempat nak tgk
~Have you ever broken a bone? ~hahhaa...nah..
~You hate people who are? ~ forever trying to challenge with others...in the sense..nak challenge joget lah..wey..duncha know im the best dancer in ma company..wakakakkaaka
~Do you believe in fighting? ~yeaPs..had heaps of fights with bro n hubby
~What skill do you wish you had? ~invisibility...
~Where are your favourite places? ~atas katil and jamban
~Who sent you last sms? ~err..y cuzzie,Colin.
~Last sms you sent to? ~my Brother..asking him to come over bwk makan..wa bnyk malas mau masak
~Last person you talked on the phone? ~hubby...
~People whom you chatted with last night? ~ntah smlm wa tido cepat...
~Last photos you took with friends? ~smlm..time tgh sembahyang chinese nyer 7th month.
~any plans of going out? ~ yah tOmOrO..to mum's place
~What would you do after answering this bulletin? ~ maybe tido
Last question: Your tag victims? ~~storm...ntah lah ..yg lain mcm da tak active aje..

The link to the pics

2006-08-09T23:14:00.000+08:00

Here's the link to the pics taken from last Friday's event.

Let the pictures do the talking...

http://gabrielleayla.multiply.com/photos/album/31

Outs~!

Jungle People Party Updates

2006-08-08T22:53:00.000+08:00

I'm back from a short break.Been meaning to update since the other day but have not been feeling too well.

So here is it the pics to the party that my werkplace hold the other day at the Zoo.

We had a marvellous time.Our table-which compromises of me,Kak Linda,Cik Zubaidah,Cik Sam,Cik Ali,Uncle Ah Tat,Uncle Challia,Pei Yin,Raja and Sarina(who went back at 8pm)

Our table were the noisiest,won the most prizes and left the most mess afterwards.Hahaha.

And i dance.It's the first time i actually danced during parties.

And the most important thing is I enjoyed myself thoroughly.

War with oneself

2006-08-04T00:27:00.000+08:00

I went shopping today.And was having war with myself when buying the stuff.Should have browsed around first before settling for whatever stuff i bought.

Tommorow is my company's Mid Year Party at Singapore Zoological Gardens aka ZOO lah doinks!

Grrggrr...of all places,kenapa zoo sak?Mcm takde tempat lain sey...

Ok lah i gtg...

sleePPppp..

NyteSss

ZzZzZzZzZz

Life is cruel as it already is...

2006-08-02T22:28:00.000+08:00

Have you felt like life has been cruel to you?

Wait a minute...

Let me tell you about the few things that happen over the last few months.

About 6 weeks ago , sumtime around last month lah ,I boarded the feeder bus heading towards my home.Feeling tired and having the sudden urge to use the toilet , i boarded the bus when i normally walk from where my company's bus dropped me . It's just a 10 minutes walk . But feeling tired that day , i took the bus. The bus was a bendy bus...you guys know which one right?

Ok..so the story goes- i boarded the bus and immediately head for the back cos there were many empty seats there.I took my seat in front of this small boy , probably around 3 to 5 years old.The moment i took my seat,he started taunting me with words like "Gemuk","Eee..GEMOKnya","Nanti bus pancit.." etc2.Words that hurt.Of course i felt embarrassed and hurt.I mean,if he hadn't not said the words to me,i would probably be okay.

I kept mum.Whilst trying to control my temper and "water face"i pretended to sms and curse and swear in my heart that i had loaned my mp3 player to my brother.If i had an mp3 player,i can just stuff my ear with loud music and ignore his tauntings.But that day,unfortunately,i had no mp3 player to 'block' the tauntings out.

The funny thing is,that lil boy aunt and sis(who is ard 8) were sitting at the seat on the other side of the bus..They tried to shut him up,by asking him to shut up lah,threatening him,etc.But he simply went on and on...I was on the verge of turning to smile at the lil boy when the sister came over to him and gave him a tight slap on his face.And that made things more worst.

Whilst previously,when he taunted me people were looking at me and him.Now he was crying like god knows what sey...more peoples' attention was on him and me.Even whilst crying,his tauntings didn't stop.He kept saying he's gonna report what his sister did to him to his father.But the aunt said even if he did that he is still gonna get punished by his dad.Then they drop at the bus stop that i normally drop off and not wanting to create a situation,i decided to drop at the last bus stop(wich is also near my home).Before getting off,the aunt said "kak,mintak maaf eh" to me.In spite of me wanting to say "Sorry but i don't understand malay." , i said "nvm...it's okay."

In my heart i felt hurt to know that such a small angelic looking boy can cause so much as a feeling of dejection in me.And for a moment,i actually hated myself for being FAT.

I know that no one has the right to make you feel bad.But...i dunnolah,maybe i'm getting more sensitive.

Then there's this one more occasion at werk.Involving the ever so "beautiful" Cik Muna and Cik Midah.It was a conversation lah amongst us.

Cik Midah:"GEMOK nya Ijah..take jeles ke tgk Cik Midah dengan Cik Muna lawa2,slim2.."
(Cik Muna sniggering beside her)

Me:"Takpelah,kalau gemok sihat ok pe..."

Trus angkat kaki and jalan.Malas nak layan orang camni,carik dosa orang pepagi buta.

Wanted to answer what u know??

"Takpelah Ijah gemok,tapi umur dan hati Ijah muda.Jgn jadi slim dan lawa tapi tua.Dalah tua tak sedar diri,ingat masih muda.Kubur kata mari,rumah kata pergi lagi mau cantik2"

I held my tongue too many times at work.Being the youngest worker there is no fun.

Kalau lah dorang sebaya me,mmg da kena dah...

Nasib smuer pangkat mokcik2.

Jadi kena RES-PEPEK!!

Blah lah...

There is no harm and wrong in being FAT,big size,gemok etc.Being fat means there's more of us to love.And no one can make you feel bad about yourself.

I am happy with the way I am.Though wanting to achieve the figure i had 10 years ago,I'm still happy the way I am now.At least I have a husband who loves me much.

Oklah enuff pot pet pot pet...

Life is beautiful,no matter how u see it.Life is a gift,no one has the right to determine your life.Live life to the fullest!

Punyalah tak der idea nak memblog

2006-07-30T11:41:00.000+08:00

I really dun haf any idea what to blog abt..

So i'll just update u guys abt what i did this weekend(wich is yesterday)

Went to MIL place,to visit DIL yg sakit.

Then proceeded to Sim Lim with SIL.Bought hubby's lightscribe dvd writer.

After it was to our usual haunt-Sim Lim Foodcourt for our fave food,Naan.

Then it jalan2,snap2 pics and shopping.

Bought t-shirts,earrings...then jln2 tanpa arah.

Went to The Durian aka Esplanade,ada live band performing.Some local band...sound system power!!!

Took many2 pics...

Haha..had an overall fun time!

And kita da mcm tourist siak...sampai ada org tanya.."hello,are you from maldives??"

Like.."Huh?"

Actualli he didnt ask us,he asked hubby that question.LoL...

And bloody soddy heck sia...this stupid blogger dun wanna upload my pics..kaneBO betoL!!

P.S:MIL-mum in law,DIL-dad in law,SIL-sis in law

Interesting!

2006-07-25T21:36:00.000+08:00

Only someone who has lived or is living in Singapore can appreciate this.

Here's something to cheer you up>>

In Singapore,the majority of us live in Highly Dangerous Building(HDB),
And most people have already got used to Paying and Paying(PAP).
Not only do you have to pay,you Pay Until Bankrupt(PUB).
If that's not enough,somebody still Purposely Wants to Dig(PWD) and get some more from you.

So what more can you do when you are in the Money Only Environment(MOE)?
With the current Mad Accounting System(MAS),you are forced to Pay the Sum Ahead(PSA),
Which will leave some people Permanently Owing Some Banks(POSB).
And forced to live on the Loan Techniques Always(LTA) system.

When you fall sick and happen to be admitted to a Money Operating Hospital(MOH),
You might be able to use your Cash Prior to Funeral(CPF) fund.
If your are out of luck,you may meet doctors who Never Use Heart(NUH) to treat you,
And you will be Sure to Give up Hope(SGH).

To help ease the traffic,motorists have to pay Cash On Expressway(COE).

If that doesn't help,they can always Eternally Raise Prices(ERP) on the roads.
If you don't own a car,you can always make a Mad Rush to the Train(MRT),
OR get squashed in a bus Side By Side(SBS).
Lastly,under all these pressures,there are not many places we can relax,
Not even the good old place we used to go because it has become
So Expensive and Nothing To See Actually(SENTOSA)

Woo Hoo

2006-07-23T22:35:00.000+08:00

I love Las Vegas!...the tv series lah.

duh!

Cos they always have like special appearance by stars...lol..realli cool!

This week its Lil Jon.A pioneer of the subgenre of hip hop known as 'crunk'(a combination of elements of Bounce Music, Southern hip hop and bass music), as well as for screaming 3 words repeatedly throughout songs: "What!!", "OKaaayyy" and "Yeaaah!". His group, Lil Jon & the East Side Boyz, is one of crunk's most notable acts.

Yeeaaahhhh!!!

hahahaha...

Cool siak!

Chatting with Tengku Diana,a fren who is a Singaporean now living in Brunei.

And i badly need to berak lah..how how how???

I dun wanna miss the show.

Gggrrr..salah timing lah ni perut buat hal!

BlueeeKKkkk!!

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+ProooooooooooooooooooooooooTtttttttttttttttttt....+(imitating the sound my fart is making)

I badly need to use the toilet.

Too Doo Loooooo...

Love TagS

2006-07-23T09:29:00.000+08:00

i love tags..esp wen i have absolutely no idea what to blog about.lol...

Can you name 21 people you can think of right off the top of your head?
1) Iskandar
2) Wan
3) Jariyah
4) Mamat
5) Norsiah
6) Zubaidah
7) Wana
8) Lysa
9) Errin
10) June
11) Yaya
12) Nordin
13) Saine
14) Julia
15) Norrina
16) Yati
17) Meichun
18) Val
19) Mohali
20) Sarina
21) Sahari

THE QUESTIONS:
1. How did you meet 14?
14 is Julia. She is my childhood fren. Met her again years after we lost contact.

2. What would you do if you never met 6?
6 is Zubaidah,she is my colleague.She is way older than me and I call her Cik,instead of her name.I know I would still be clueless abt religion if not for her.She gave me the right sense of direction.

3. What would you do if 20 and 9 date?
20 is Sarina & 9 is Errin. they date? hah!! both are females...and totally opposites.unless they're lesbians lah...hahaha!

4. Did you ever like 5?
5 is Norsiah. well she is my mum in law. yes,i like her very much..love would be the right word.

5. Would 3 and 12 make a good couple?
3 is Jariyah & 12 is Nordin. He is my dad. she is my mum. of course they are!!

6. Describe 8.
8 is Lysa. he is hubby's baby sis. She is one who has all the 'brain' but doesn't use them. she is sweet and adorable yet rebellious.

7. Do you think 13 is attractive?
13 is Saine. He is my DIL-Daddy In Law. He is a kind hearted man. Very responsible .
Attractive??LoL...Dunno leh...

8. Tell me something about 17
17 is Mei Chun. she is my colleague. a very nice lady/aunty.

9. Do you know any of 4's family members?
4 is Mamat. hmmm.. of course lah i do,he's my baby cuzzin :p

10. What's 21's favourite colour?
21 is Sahari. well, i dunno wat is his favourite colour cuz im not close to him. heh!

11. What would you do if 18 confessed to liking you?
18 is Val. well she is a fren in secondary school. if she confess liking me, i'll confess back to her too dat i like her. aftall she is a great fren.

12. What language does 20 speak?
20 is Sarina. she speaks mandarin,hokkien/cantonese,malay and english.

13. Who is 9 going out with?
9 is Errin. she's my SIL-sister in law.Happily married to her hubby.

14. What grade is 16 in?
16 is Yati. she is in no grade school anymore. she is a working lady.

15. When's the last time you talked to 3?
3 is Jariyah. my mum. last weekend.

16. What perfume does number 2 uses?
2 is Wan, my baby brother. he uses any perfume if he thinks he stinks.

17. Would you ever date 7?
7 is Wana. well she's an ex colleague and fren.wonder when we will ever fulfil the date we said
we wud have??

18. Would you ever date 1?
1 is Iskandar. well he is my love aftall. so i'll date him as and wen i wan. i'll date him forever till infinity!!

19. Is 15 single?
15 is Norrina. nope she is not single. she has Iswandi.They're getting married this August.

20. What's 19's last name?
19 is Mohali. he haf no last name. i dunno his full name lah..but he's my wawa(baweanese for granpa) at werk.

21. Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 11?
11 is my fren,Yaya. i cant never be in a relationship with her. 1. cuz she is a girl. 2. she attached and im married.

22. What school does 3 goes to?
3 is again my mum. no school.

23. Where does 10 lives?
10 is June. she used to stay in toh guan but shifted liaoz..back to woodlands!! : )

24. What's your favourite thing about 10?
10 is again June. i like her voice...she has very gd voice...

25. Have you ever seen number 1 naked?
1 is my my hubby,Iskandar.Seen him naked...oh yeah i have!! hehe.. ;p

People whom i want them to do all these will be ...
Syana,adeQ,eLite....errmm...anyone lah!

FeninGzss kepala ana!!

Tired

2006-07-22T20:08:00.000+08:00

Did a major cleaning up of my home...

And now i'm tired.

Cooked after like 3 weeks tk masak.LoL...

Asam Pedas Ayam and Stir Fried Mixed Veggies.

Yummy...hubby suruh masak cos da lama i never cook.Hehehe...

I'm watching the re-run of SI(Singapore Idol)

Ah yah...no fun lah this week.

All of them sucks!Particularly Jasmine and i personally think she shud be out,not Gayle.

For the first time in my entire watching SI this season,this is the first time I actualli liked Hady Mirza.Cos I liked the song he sang..Maria Maria By Santana.And he is actualli ok-ok lah.

Met up with June yester at KFC.I actualli tot her new home is sumwhere near Vista Point.Skali it so the very near Admiralty Mrt lah..Wahahahahaha...can meet regularly lah like this!!LoL..

The apek servicing aircon is here.Evauating our aircon condition.Cos for the last few weeks,all 3 aircons buat hal.Tak sejuk.

$$$ must be out again.Shucks!

Anyways...it's a boring boring Saturday.

I did Vira's tag already but it was lost when i wanted to post it up.Like freaking shitty sia!!!

Adios!

Funny clip...

2006-07-16T22:16:00.000+08:00

This is a funny clip i saw on youtube.

You shud see it.

Tersebut jadi bewakabut.

Jatuh Talak jadi jatuh kereta tolak.

mas kawin jadi isi kambing.

and many more funny stuff.

LoL.

Hilarious!!

Tagged,shagged and very hyper

2006-07-15T23:45:00.000+08:00

I'm so into songs which i have not listen to since I left skool.But out of boredom and whilst browsing thru the mp3 collection i have,i stumbled upon songs which were my anthem back when i was a teenage girl-all bubbly and bobbish.Moody and moodish.At times filled with teen angst and sumtimes being too overly cheerful.

Songs from Oasis,Bob Marley,Lauryn Hill...etc.

I've put up the vids on my blog.

Went out with hubby after he returned from a 2 weeks reservist stint.Jln2 carik mkn and also wanted to shop for running shoes.

Initial plan was to go to Orchard-Paragon to be exact.But when the bus stopped at Tekka Mall,we rushed off.

The reason?Hubby lah nak terkucil,dah tak tahan.

Hahahaha....

So cut short our trip to Orchard,we went to ... where else..but our usual haunt-Mustafa Centre.Bought a running shoe for himself.We're dieting now..he's starting tomoro.ME??ntahlah....dunno lah.hahaha

And now thanks to the 2 cans of Red Bull that i drank-i am now very the hyper.Can't sleep.So i'll do Vira's tag laterzz.

Ciao!

World Cup

2006-07-10T06:35:00.000+08:00

Ok..let's face it-im currently awake and not going to work.

The reason?

Simple-i stayed up to watch the World Cup Finals.Yes,yes Italy against France.

I was rooting for France.

Right till the part when Zidane sorta like head-butted one of the Italian player and got a red card.

In my heart,i knew this is the end.Henry was substituted by another France player earlier on.

And my predictions were right.From extra time of like what seemed like an eternity,to the penalty shoot outs.

Gosh.

I so badly want France to win.

But heck...congrats to Italy for winning the World Cup for the 4th time.

Forza Italia!

She looked so lovely

2006-07-09T20:38:00.000+08:00

If only i had not sampai there late..i would be able to catch a photo with her..

She looked so beautiful today.

Like an angel.Like a princess.

I love her loads.Like my own sister.

And meeting Yaya there was stupendous though I could see many changes in her which i didn't like.

Funny how time changes everyone.

Couldn't see the other peeps there.

When I saw her,seeing how beautiful she looks brought tears to my eyes.

We grew up together.From being teenagers bugged with homework,till we were adults bugged with relationship problems.Who would have guess we would finally be here.

Totally in another different chapter of our life.

Selamat Pengantin Baru To Junainah Jamal and Abdul Halim Bin Abdul Shukur.Semoga mahligai yang kalian bina kukuh ke syurga. Semoga dimurahkan rezeki,dipanjangkan usia dan dibawah lindungan Allah sentiasa.

Welcome to the Club!

The couple singing 'Dua Insan'

Cutting the Wedding Cake

Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin

Lah...

2006-07-03T19:34:00.000+08:00

I'm looking forward for this weekend.Wanna know why??

My best buddy is getting married.

That's 3 down and 1 more to go-I got hitched in 2003,Val in 2004,June getting married this weekend.So we're left with Yaya,whom I think is gonna get hitched in 2-3 years time.First Sista(Me) got hitched,3rd Sista(Val) and 2nd Sista(June) are already settled down.Bila gaknye Yaya's turn eh?

I so can't wait for this weekend to come.Her solemnisation ceremony is taking place on Saturday,8 pm.I wanted to go but have something up later that nite.So i guess I'll just go for the walimatul urus aje lah.

Anyways..yesterday's trip to Larkin went with no glitch.The total for my bajus is around 170RM,which is like cheaper than I expected.Really...I expected one of the baju to cost like 200RM sia...And it onli cost me 110RM.Cheap kan?Paid a deposit of 70RM,so i'm left with 100RM.Can't wait to see the outcome lah.

I put on weight.Like majorly.If i was overweight,now i'm excessively overweight.I need to lose some kilos.Anyone has any ideas??Like what kinda excercise?Maintain makan?Pills?Anything lah..as long as tak memudaratkan.

Am i being freakingly kiasu?Like Puasa belum sampai and I already sent my bajus out for tailoring.

Hmmm...

Ok..nak makan tempe and tgk TV.

Toodles!!

Zzzzzz

2006-07-02T23:01:00.000+08:00

I need sleep..my legs are aching from all the walking done in JB..

I need to sleep..ZzzZzzz

Stuck Up

2006-07-02T09:49:00.000+08:00

I'm supposed to be on my way to JB now.But thinking the shop will onli be open at 11 am,why not laze around first.Me and hubby are the onli ones going.Nak anta kain.Not for any special occasion,just that the cloth has been lying there in my wardrobe for ages.

Yesterday while me and hubby was at Causeway Point,we ran out of cash.What's left in our wallets were just a few cents.And kita nak belikan makan for MIL(mum in law).So we proceeded to Civic Centre to withdraw some $$$ cause the ATMs over at CWP had long Qs.Then while we were on the way there(at the junction if the zebra crossing at CWP and the traffic light),I saw the ice cream man and thus wanted some ice cream to cool myself.So hubby was digging(read this-DIGGING) into his coin pouch and came up with a dollar.Then suddenly from nowhere came this man...who apparently was asking for donations for the Jamiyah Orphanage or something like that lah cos i didnt have a chance to see the coupon as the man flip it open and close it back in a matter of seconds.So hubby told him lah.."Alamak bang,saya takde duit..."Before hubby could even finish his sentence,the man said this.."Tak nak donate kan,cakap je.." and walk off.When he was walking away,he turned his head 45 degrees to look at me and mumbled something totally unexpected.He was cursing us sia!!!Like WTH...we didn't say we didn't wanna donate.We had no cash with us and the coupon cost like $5.If he had not walked off,we would asked him to follow us to Civic Centre and wait for us to withdraw our cash.Ni tak...he simply made assumptions sia...if i ever see him again,i wanna ask him this question-"Ur doing a good deed here.Why spoil it by cursing others?" translated "Pakcik buat amal jariah dgn menjual coupon amal.Da satu pahala.Tapi kena carik dosa dengan memaki orang?"

It's a pity we lost him in the crowd.After that incident,me and hubby simply had no mood.Like our mood was happy2...skali goes down to like zilch,nada.Totally down.We felt so guilty for not having spare cash with us.

I don't understand lah orang2 macam ni.Macam tak ikhlas je buat keje amal tu.Tsk tsk...

Till another time...

Toodles!!

i so delighted!!

2006-06-27T22:09:00.000+08:00

I registered myself on this site which enables you to find your schoolmates from wherever they're at.And guess what...??I got in touch with my secondary school mates.

Mates like Gavin(who was from another class and had no idea who i was).And from him,I managed to get hold of Ailing,Yew Tong,Juan Ye,Sieng Hoon and few others.It's nice to know they're doing fine.

Back in 1995-98,i couldn't imagine them as university grads or even hold a post so serious.But here they are now,all grown up and mature.It feels like it was just yesterday that we were pimply teenagers with BGR problems,trying to find our own identity.

It was a dream of mine to be able to get in touch with my schoolmates.And to actually get in touch with just the few mates sorta made me feel exhilarated.Guess what time i slept yesterday?2 plus in the morning...and i woke up late for work.LoL...

Anyways...have wedding to go to this Saturday.Lazy lah...cos hubby will be doing the interview thingy for the couple.And most probably i will have to go alone or with mum and bro.

Can't wait for this weekend,it's our week and i wanna watch MOVIE!!

Work sucks...

merci beaucoup peeps!!

2006-06-23T19:21:00.000+08:00

1.my name: Wan Katijah Bte Wan Nordin
2.hobbies:sleeping,eating,shopping,munching...my hobbies consists of eating mostly.
3.school / work: Viz Branz Pte Ltd
4.horoscope: Capricorn

5.hair colour: blackie brownie
6.eye colour: blackie
7.skin colour: chocolate flavoured eh salah coloured ehhehehehe
8.status: blissfully married
9.last 5 digit of your mobile no: 48600
10.when's your Birthday: 13th January

have you....

11.tried smoking? : yup...quit a long time ago
12.drink alcohol? : nope...and don't intend to
13.been hurt emotionally? : any clever questions out there?
14.kept a secret from anyone? : yupz yupz, everyone has their dirty lil secret
15.there is no number 15 so move on...
16.been on stage? : yeah...for some band comp me n buds enter donkey years ago!

favourites..

17. colour: pinky and the brain brain brain
18. food: aniting containing chicken
19. number: 7 & 13
20. cartoons: As told by Ginger,Lizzie McGuire,Magic Schoolbus..list goes on & on
21. song: Bacholerette by Bjork,which i have playing here
22. movie: romantic comedies, occasionally adventure
23. subject: lets talk about S** baby! no no ehhehehe i like to talk abt life.

right now....

24. wearing: undergarments...hahaha!i'm on my bed wearing whats most comfy
25. hairstyle: pony-tailed
26. looking at: looking at the damn monitor
27. thinking of: that merci chocs hubby brought back.
28. listening to: hubby's drilling

do you believe in....

29. love: definitely
30. faith: LIKE DUH!!!
31. yourself: yes..most of the time
32. ghosts: OF COURSE!!
33. angels: YES

in the last 24 hours....

34. worn jeans: yesterday...jeans skirt to work
35. cleaned your room: nope
36. cried: nope...
37. met someone new: errrr...hahahaha...nope
38. last person I talk to on the phone: my hubby la

love life....

39. do you believe in love: am i having double vision? this was asked earlier on rite?
40. have a secret admirer: if its a secret how would i know?
41. do you wanna get married: lalalalalalalallalala...so obvious lah!
42. how old you wanna be when you get married: by 23 it was planned,but got hitched 2 yrs earlier
43. how old you wanna be when you have your kids: possibly now...but...it doesn't really matter lah how old i'll be
44. how many kids do you want: 4...2 gorgeous gals and 2 babelicious boys
45. would you have kids before marriage: nope..buat malu kompeni je!
46. do you have a crush: yeah. men on the fields.. sweating, running after one ball
47. what do you want most in a relationship?: honesty and trust and understanding.

in random..

48. your favourite local footballer: local ah...ok..ex beau Zack
49. 3 people you would run to if you are stressed: hubby,bro,mum
50. 3 things you would do if you are stressed: talk like crazy,eat(binge) and sleep
51. 3 prominent qualities of yours: lazy,egocentric,single-minded
52. what would you do if you have a million dollars? : get married and travel the world with my family and love and start my own business
53. are you a jealous or an insecure freak?: sumtimes :P
54. your favourite teacher in sec school: hhmm...mr bambang.does it haf to be 1?oh yeah and i love mr kevin browning(english lang teacher)
55. people you'd like to see doing this? :hhhmmm...those who read my blog..UR TAGGED!!

ok guys...YOU'RE IT!!

Can i say something?

2006-06-21T23:38:00.000+08:00

Errrhhmmm...can i say something?

Can or not?

Who cares what you think...?

This is my blog...so i can say whatever i want.

Y'all not happy??Get the hell outta here.Click that X at the top right hand corner of your laptop/pc.

Can someone(someone??),I mean can everyone don't vote for this week's Singapare Idols 7 gals.They can't sing!Even my grandmother can sing better than them.If she's still alive and kicking,I bet she'd kicked all the 7 gals butt out of the competition.Spare them the shame.Well that is if the Singapore Idol age limit stretches to 100.heh!

I mean what happen to Charmaine??What happen to her strong vocals?I was gonna root for her.But now I changed my mind.I'm not voting for any of the gals this week.And those in the crowds who screamed and shout and cheer and "watever u call that noise" the contestants names..must be tone-deaf.Duh..like can u even hear them sing with all that noise you are making??

I'm not asking the crowds to stay mum or keep quiet but at least give the contestants some face lah.They're singing for goodness sake,the very least u cud do is not make a lot of noise.Can't even hear them.

Ok..i just watched the short clip on the gals short performance and which number to call/sms to vote for them.I changed my mind.Mathilda is ok lah.Just okay..not superb.But looking at how Singaporeans are...i shall not say much.Singaporeans tend to vote based on looks.heh!

ok...sleep time oredi.

sleep tite..

wunder if i can wake up tomorrow.

Conscience

2006-06-21T16:43:00.000+08:00

Let's talk about conscience...all of us have conscience.It's that feeling of remorse and maybe guilt when we've felt like we've done something wrong or something that goes against our moral precepts.

Commonly used metaphors refer to the "voice of conscience" or "voice within".Org melayu kata "suara hati".Heck...so how do we avoid these kinda feelings?The answer is we can't.We either have to live with it or don't do anything against our ethics or morals.We can't reason with it.

Sometimes this could lead to the questions like "Do I obey my military/leader, or do I follow my own sense of right and wrong?"

Conscience can prompt different people in quite different directions, depending on their beliefs, suggesting that while the capacity for conscience is probably genetically determined, its subject matter is probably learnt, or imprinted, like language, as part of a culture.

Someone once asked me,"How do u managed to execute some commands or say something truthful to other people and not care about your conscience?"

The truth is I live each day thinking about what i had done or say to other people.Maybe things that hurt their feelings or were unpleasant to them.In other words-i live with the guilt everyday.I don't shrug it off because I know I can't.I simply lived with the feeling each day and it becomes a reminder to me.So that the next time I don't shoot my mouth off.Or whatever.In other words it makes me be a little bit wiser u may say.

I grew up in a typical Muslim family.Who practices typical malay customs and also practices a so-so muslims ethics.Not strict but a so-so ethical values.I don't do things that goes against the ethics of being a muslim.But i admit I'm a bit quick temper and tend to give commands that are unpleasant or might even hurt others.Or worst I sumtimes shoot my mouth off when I'm angry.
And many have been the target of that.Yes even hubby love.

And after that I live with the fact that i hurt someone's feelings.I didn't care at the point of saying it cos I just wanted to get my message through.But after seeing the person sad face or maybe in hubby love's case -sulk and put on a 'face'.I dunno how to pujuk,console etc2.Even saying sorry is hard for me.

Thus that leads to me living with remorse or guilt.I shud learn to say sorry more often.And probably pujuk memujuk.

I didn't go to work today.I woke up late...and realli wasnt in the mood to work.

I need a change of environment.Realli i do...

Start earning myself some dough...

Realli i shud...

Go!

I'm still here...

2006-06-20T22:08:00.000+08:00

Contrary to what some people believed or say..I'm still here.I'm not M.I.A.Still here but just a bit busy (and lazy) to blog or even switch on the laptop.LoL..

Anyways...life's so mundane.It's the same thing over and over again.Tadi Mei Chun tak dtg keje.I was supposedly to go to table 5,then its Kak Linda and Mary to the rescue.Thank God!!I don't like the ppl from table number 5.Esp the younger one of the 2 siblings..heh!

My brother came over last weekend after not talking to me for about 3 weeks.I've not been over to mum's place either.I think I oughta get my butt there this weekend.

Hubby's going for his reservist soon.That means I'm gonna be left home alone for at least 2 weeks.Not like for the whole 2 weeks lah,he'll be on a 24 hour shift then back home for 2 days or something like that lah...

Actualli I oughta go now.CSI's showing on teevee leh!!

Tata!!

another thing to tag others by...

2006-06-18T00:31:00.001+08:00

3 schools i went to:
1-PAP Blk 111 Wdls
2-Fuchun Primary
3-Fuchun Secondary

3 things in my handbag:
1-Purse
2-Keys
3-Handphone

3 things i do when im stressed:
1-Eat..yes,i binge when i'm stressed
2-Sleep
3-Talk a lot

3 things i do on daily basis:
1-Bathe
2-Sleep
3-Eat...(hahahaha...!!!)

3 favourite fruits:
1-Honeydew
2-Watermelon
3-Jambu

3 names i go by:
1-Ayang(hub calls me tis)
2-Kathy(frens call me this)
3-Ijah(colleagues n sedara calls me tis)

3 of my fav food:
1-McSpicy(Mcdonald's..i'm lovin' it)
2-Laksa Baba(Yummy...!!)
3-Beef Hor Fun(Slurrppssss...)

3 things i'm wearing now:
1-shorts
2-undergarments
3-t shirt

Who is in the house with me:
Hubby,who's in the toilet doing business

Who am i thinking of right now:
My brother.

Who did i last talk to the phone:
Hubby.

Who did i seat during my 5th period in class:
J.ace(my buddy all thruout teen years)

Who was the last person i uttered love to:
Hubby..whom i sumtimes call "my LOVE"

Who do i wish i am with right now:
Mum.i miss her loads

Who gets on my nerves most in school:
Shud i mention them??nah...let it onli be known to me

Where is my phone?:
Here with me...beside the laptop

Where do i sleep?:
on my comfy bed in my bedroom

Where is the place i took a ride to?:
Work

What was the last thing i ate?:
Maggi Goreng

What colour shirt am i wearing now?:
Light Purple

What is the closest item to me that is blue?:
Hubby's bantal bucuk

What do i like most about school?:
Cheap n nice food

What is my fav colour?:
pink,black,blue,purple..most fav wud be blue

What do i wear more often? Jeans or shorts?:
Jeans

What was the last movie i watched?:
eEeerrr..aiyo..ages ago sia,think it was Ice Age 2

When did i start school?:
At the tender age of 5

When did i last go to the mall?:
2 weeks ago..

When did i last burn something?:
errr...LLLLoooonnngggg time ago...cant remember!

3 bloggers to do this:
NaJ
AdeQ
aYuni aka meoW

Finally the tag im able to do..

2006-06-17T19:47:00.000+08:00

7 stuff u want to know abt me(or maybe nt..wateva)
1-Am married(most ppl dunno tis)
2-loves eating
3-may appear cool but is actually the opposite
4-loves to jalan2 with loved one
5-loves singing
6-loves dancing
7-book freak

7 things that scare me
1-dying or death(wich is inevitable)
2-falling(i.e terpelecok,tergelincir..falling flat on my butt)
3-roaches(eeuuu...fear of them sia..)
4-getting lost(i haf always had a gd sense of direction)
5-losing my memory
6-the unknown(i.e ghosts/spirits)
7-getting sick

7 random music im listening to at the moment
1-Tanpa Kekasihku(Agnes Monica)
2-Unfaithful(Rihanna)
3-Yue Liang Dai Biao Wo De Xin(both versions by theresa teng n david tao)
4-Maneater(Nelly Furtado)
5-Just For My Mum(S07)
6-Champagne Supernova(Oasis)
7-Breakfast At Tiffany's(Deep Blue Something)

7 things/persons i like/love most
1-hubby love
2-chocs
3-music
4-hols n weekends(i get to rest)
5-eating
6-singing
7-animals(cept for roaches of any kind!)

7 things i say the most
1-Allahu Akhbar
2-Astaghfirullah Al Azim
3-Bismillah
4-Lepas tu...(lepas tu three lah.heh!)
5-wuteva..
6-freaking arsehole
7-jeez

7 people you want to do this
1-Wanawacky
2-Syana
3-eL
4-aGee
5-eMAs
6-loLLy
7-medusSa

heck...finally sia..

stuoid dumbass

2006-06-16T19:42:00.000+08:00

dalah penat2 type ..stupid freaking kanina..blogsite..everthing gone down the drain..kanina lah...!

go and die lah!!

Nonsensicals...

2006-06-10T23:48:00.000+08:00

I just got back from a fren's engagement ceremony.She looked so sweettt.Clad in an all white dress with a veil,she looked like an angel.Simply purely magnifico.

After many failed relationships,i'm glad that she is now with a great guy who cherishes her a lot.I'm looking forward towards her wedding which will be held...eerr..when ekh?That I have to conferm with her.

Met with Sharin and Raihanna too.It's been quite sum time since i last met Raihanna,and meeting her tonight was nice.I tink we shud do this more often-i mean meeting up.Catch up with each other,it's been quite sum time since we last gossip about the rest of the gang eh?LoL...Should do the Biatches Get Together again one of these days.

Seeing Rin n Rai together today sorta brought tears to my eyes.IF ONLY they are still togeder.Why IF ONLY?Because they're no longer in a relationship.I think of them as the perfect couple.They broke off mid 2004.I still am hoping to see them back together again.But..i don't know,it's just my wish.Cos they seem so right togeder...

Anyways..tomorow hubby has a project so i'll be left alone at home... K lah kepala pening...wil load the pics once i have transfer them to the pc...

CheerS!!